lirik lagu retz one [heartbreak boy ] - when i have kids
dear diary
when i have my kids
will they ever know ? ? ?
about the sh~t i did and the life i chose
about the sins i commit and how i cope ?
at 15 i was tagging up
by sixteen i was baggin up
and then mark died
and got scattered up
by 17 i was in the chattest slum
used to watch my dad as he was smacking up
now i’m 18 and i’m whack as f~ck
i sit in my room and prey for help
but when help comes i don’t take it well
i got slit wrists i wanna take myself
got a mind afray because i was raised in h~ll
i can’t talk to people i just write it out
like dear diary this what my life about
as a young kid i seen f~cked sh~t
drive byes and guts shived
my best mate got taken by the state
because the place he lived it wasn’t safe
and he’s dead now because he shot his veins
then mark k!lled himself and i’ll gots a name
and a bag of pills and myself to blame
dear dairy have i had enough ?
i wanna go to sleep till the damage done
as a young kid i was so alone
no other kid could hope to know
my sad life in a broken home
i wanna k!ll myself , i’ll probly overdose
as i feel the rain on this lonely road
when i was 13 i used to cut myself
my girl would watch then cut aswell
at 15 my mate hung himself
so forget your pain and go f~ck yourself
people hate and they judge with wealth
but they wouldn’t last a day
in my f~cked up world
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