lirik lagu retz hbb - who do i have 1
(verse 1: retz)
i’m dropping xanax in my coke
now i get it how she looks at me and says that i’m a joke
i wash them down with spirits and she’s hoping that i choke
cause she knows sooner or later this life will send me ghosts
either by a razor blade or my next overdose
it’s four in the morning and i ain’t even slept
there’s a target on my back so i keep this cross up on my chest
watch too many people die it’s left me feeling that i’m next
but i’ve been saying that sh~t for years
cause i guess it’s just how it feels to be rеtz
being sober again without me ripping my flеsh
i’m at a point i don’t even know who the f~ck that i am
all i’ve got is empty saddy bags and scales of meth
growing up i never thought i’d be this man
then i took a look at my history and seen i never had a chance
an endless feud hearing my devil’s dance
what the f~ck do i got
ambitions are lost in sessions of pot and oxycodone popped
a sober life is cold so i stay stoned like rock
when i’m numb and close to death the only time i talk with god
just to wake up the next day and still feel lost
it’s friday night i’m in a bed alone
i still love that girl and she will never know
staring at her rear view as i’m left in the smoke
i’m a piece of sh~t it ain’t hard to read or know
you can leak it off my arms and you can see it in my hoes
cutting up my wrist she watch me bleed and then she goes
so it’s straight back in this motel writing down my woes
i’m still dreaming of my paradise and feeling like a ghost
just an empty motherf~cker waiting for my sins to be exposed
always quick to go and tip this boat
my addictions are my captains going down in visions of some smoke
been this way since young coming out a broken home
it gets hard to form love when everyone i have goes
i miss when we were getting high and writing flows
to be honest my heart never left that in it stays in place where it broke
he said check yourself before you test the rope
the very next week i found him dead on his own
rest in peace my brother i’m coming home
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