lirik lagu retz hbb - rather not (baz1er)
(verse 1: baz1er)
yeah have you ever been all by yourself
stare at you the eyes of h~ll
have you had suicide up on your mind
but you feel no one’s by your side yeah i’m all alone
i’ve never been so close to an overdose
i rub an olive so i have a temporary
a mixed benzo diazepam with that meth you’ve seen
i clean the pipe and my heart’s cold as ice no one’s by my side yeah
and i just wanna die don’t wanna live my life apparently
so i sharpen up the knife put it to my neck and let it bleed let it bleed
soon it’s gonna be the death of me
i wanna be clean for one day and one week
(verse 2: spill dracy)
i feel so worthless someone just showed me a purpose
my girl i give a f~ck that i be hurting
anxiety’s so bad that i’m so nervous
if you walked a mile in my shoes then you’d wanna die too
yeah you’d wanna die too
yeah i wanna put the knife through till i die and end up in a tomb
and sick of life i don’t wanna live mine
what happens when we die probably end up in that afterlife
hopefully h~ll is more fun i ain’t gonna have all the things i done
i stuck in a thousand ruts at once
wanna run away from the drugs i’ve done
i want you back in my lap yeah i hate that cr~p
yeah cutting up on my vein can you see that i not okay
i got a nine on my mind i’m ready to say goodbye
another line eyes double the size
another kid dies from suicide yeah
(verse 3: baz1er)
drug dealing and addiction is just part of the street
f~ck all these cops and all these dogs it’s just part of the heat
don’t f~ck with me and my brothers we never hesitated putting a f~cking head to the gutter
i’m a crazy motherf~cker and my mind feels clodded
from the jones name to rapping the rtv
f~ck i wish i was normal man f~ck been me
should’ve been straight to the f~cking psych ward again
now i’m in hospital again
sometimes i can’t even write
i struggle to pick up the pen so i pick up the xanax and then the other again
i don’t know how many times i’ve done this i just do it again
yeah sh~t someone saved me from myself i can’t k!ll myself so i k!ll my health
i’m broke as f~ck i p~ss away my wealth
you see me suffering never ask for help
give me another xanax about to f~cking lose it man
just eating antidepressants until depressed again
then depend on the pills that make you independent
plus addiction for another then act like i’m not a f~cking addict man
f~ck reality and sh~t i’m sick of standing in it i’m knees deep f~ck it feels like i’m swimming in sh~t
like i’m swimming in bricks
yeah like i’m swimming in bricks
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