lirik lagu retz hbb - options of doubt
(verse 1: retz)
crying in my room i got options and so does she
it’s hard to love when in the end we know we both gonna leave
she reflected on my history like she know who i’ve been
she knows i pop pills and end up hiding for weeks
too scared to place a label but it’s you that i need
leaving voicemails crying as i fall to my knees
you had a man at the time and he was more than i’d be
i was raised with the junkies they all shooting up speed
i got things left to say it’s time i put it to raps
i left you in the dark cause i was shooting up smack
you’re the last queen i couldn’t put you through that
i was crying on the unit phone wanting you back
but i’ve been hurt too many times that i keep it detached
you were there at the start when i was learning to rap
now it’s thousands of views but i’m still hurting you bad
out doing things i hate but i won’t be like my dad
all your friends back then used to tell you i’m chat
but you seen through the truth and tried to get me on track
stuck slowly k!lling myself and then i left you like trash
still broken as f~ck and never getting the bag
getting higher than heaven i’m still drowning in h~ll
but i stuck the landing so f~ck’s the matter i fell
still a piece of sh~t still attacking my health
still 8 mils ghb with my back to the world
(verse 2: retz)
feeling like you hate me but i know that you don’t
i say we’re just friends but you’re more than a hoe
i broke you apart chasing xanny and snow
i still ain’t gotten better yeah you know how it goes
i ain’t on the smack but i’m still high on my own
pictures of our dates as i cry in my zone
it’s a living h~ll on earth but you made it a home
you’re a queen i’m a sinner trying to change up the flow
when i’m better i’ll be yours but i’m vacant and broke
withdrawals on your doorstep had me shaping a rope
your spirit’s in my heart but i’m chasing a ghost
the love i have for you is something not many know
i would’ve died at 17 but you gave me hope
you backed me at the start when i’d hate what i wrote
even paid all my rent when i was faded and broke
you got the keys to my heart yeah i placed you with those
you placed you with those
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