lirik lagu retz hbb - need to change (baz1er)
(verse 1: baz1er)
yeah what’s life feels like i’m losing it
need a pip or an ice hit
life sh~t but drugs were the only way to get over it
laid me down to rest in a dark pit
fill it with razor blades now watch me deteriorate
and watch me burn in flames i kept failing to k!ll myself
so i slowly started k!lling my health
dropped two xanax but didn’t help i’m lying to myself
if you were the only thing i felt and i’m talking to an ex
checking out mates like i play chess
yeah checking out mates like i play chеss
my head’s a mess anxiety’s making еverything feel less
i’m on two new meds but i’m still depressed
cops still harass me still trying to make an arrest
so i bottle the pain with the drugs i ingest
honestly i feel like i’m losing it i’m losing my mates
there’s so many mistakes i’ve made if i could go back i’d have them erased
i’d maybe be sane if i find change
yeah maybe if i found change
yeah maybe if i found change
yeah maybe i’d be sane if i found change
if i found change
yeah i’d be sane if i found change
so many mistakes i’ve made
yeah if i’d be sane if i found change
yeah maybe if i found chance
(verse 2: baz1er)
i’m so over everything sick of being a brick fiend
i wanna make mainstream so i done something with this sh~t life that i bring
my phone don’t ring so they stop selling
but i need new friends because they’re all pretend at the end
yeah let’s make amends to all my friends and family
sick of being alone in my head sick of being clean and unable to drop a xanax
i don’t know how to cope losing hope
have the thought in my head suicide and tie the rope yeah
now death is coming close too many times i’ve overdosed
i’ve escaped death i’ve escaped h~ll well i thank god help
i should be dead or locked up in a cell
rot in h~ll i was at the top not now
provider i guess i fell back down
i’m lying to myself from getting out
i miss the days when i was on the shard crack pipe and watching mounts
selling drug to hustle large amounts
yous’ll know the pain i felt
hustle large amounts yeah yous’ll know the pain i felt
yeah hustle large amounts
yous’ll know the pain i felt
yous’ll know the pain i felt
if i lose again i’ma slit my wrist again
watch me bleed out in pain not physical
my mental state hurts say that i’m not sane
i wish i had a different brain to my shame
a life of drugs was a life i loved and it is now a life i hate
i wanna move forward with my life no drugs no pipes
i wanna see life from a new set of eyes without dealing with any crime
i’m telling lies not doing time
don’t have to carry a knife and i don’t wanna have to end another innocent man’s life
it’s been six months i miss the touch
do you miss me
not talking about her i miss pills
sometimes it feels life isn’t real i don’t know who i am
i wanna change i wanna drop a xanax
but i just don’t know who i am
i wanna drop a xanax so i drop as many as you put in my head
nah i need change and not think that way
i need to pray and ask god for the mistakes i’ve made
i need to pray and ask god to forgive me for the mistakes i’ve made
so many mistakes we’ve made so many mistakes we’ve made
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