lirik lagu retz hbb - depths of mind (baz1er)
(verse 1: baz1er)
it’s been a while since i made my last track
i lost my passion for music not long after i myself
life of a scum is this what i asked for
four more bars poured now i can’t talk
sick of these thoughts racing i might cry more
it’s a quarter four in the morning
two paths chose the wrong one
struggled to talk to mum
was a dumb kid turned to drugs so i did
a little bit quick put it to my lips sh~t
chopped another mix another hit munch another brick
i would smoke a glass puke cough cough pass
i wish i could start this sh~t from the start
no one said how hard it would be anxiety’s making it scary
sick of being clean i’m sick of being me
hard to write sober so i lost my passion from music
and after i lost myself and i slowly decеnter my to health
two years clеan one two three
need another drink so i can’t think
yeah life i didn’t ask for
need to cope so i fill up my glass more
couldn’t k!ll myself so i smoked my lungs raw
that was the past but i’m not better
still got the same thoughts running in my head
try keep my head tight try survive
running for my life that night i had to get a grip quick
falling in a little bit i’m done with all the sh~t i need help now
i don’t know what i’m doing think i might fall down
baz just write some happy sh~t can’t you see that i’m not a happy kid in life
i tried i tried twice to end my life
a tight grip as i’m holding the sharp knife
another night on my own drinking alone in a pub
zoning out self doubts what’s it about
where’s the lifeline why lines cause i really need help
in my last house pops lit just to watch it mount
now it’s something that i’ve felt and i need help now
yeah it took me two years to make a track
now i’m saying the same cr~p
still talking about smack cause i don’t know how to adapt
nothing’s changed i can’t rap i can’t write
still wanna die tonight suicide’s been on my mind but that was the past tense
now i’m just trying to survive with no friends
i work more hard but got more stressed
anxiety’s making me say less
making my brain a mess making me blaze a bit
my mind’s numb so it’s hard to find love
so that’s why i done drugs in the past was the past one
on my birthday didn’t get a hug
still trying to find someone but it’s hard
you said you love me but did you mean it
i really don’t know if i can believe it
but if we do it i’m not gonna play any games
you make me feel sane
when i’m with you the rain days felt less grey
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