lirik lagu reizan - coping mechanism
[intro]
ayo m, you’re going crazy
[verse 1: norad]
i ain’t gonna lie, man, i’ve lost myself
been chasing the fame game, been judging myself
been hating when i’m right and i don’t like myself
always compare what i made next to someone else
the f~ck
i used to do this ‘cause all i felt was the pain
now all i do is take it for granted and melt in the pain
they don’t understand the strength until they stand up in the rain
of the tears we’re holdin’ them back from runnin’ down their face
to say that i know, that i do, ’cause i don’t
i just went outsidе this ghetto, but don’t hate me if i don’t, yеah
every day i’m just living by the edge
it’s hard to think straight when you be walkin’ on that ledge
don’t know if i should jump or just walk across the bridge
sometimes i love life, but it treats me like sh~t, d~mn
i’m all up on my own, tryna paint the perfect picture
but i know it’s wrong
listen
[verse 2: reizan]
yeah, i ain’t gon’ front, man, i been in my head
runnin’ circles round my flaws ‘til my thoughts see red
tryna measure my worth in a game full of debt
where the price of admission got me chokin’ on breath
every verse feel like therapy, ink in my veins
but the more that i drop, feel like i’m trapped in a frame
like they hang up my past, tryna keep me the same
but i level up quick, had to switch out the game
told me stay patient, but patience don’t pay
i been clockin’ in pain, overtime every day
tryna balance my doubts with the dreams that i chase
how i’m movin’ so fast but still stuck in one place?
god whisperin’ truth, but the devil talk loud
gotta drown out the noise, tryna silence the crowd
mirror showin’ a stranger, don’t recognize how
i been lost in the smoke, but i’m findin’ me now
[verse 3: norad]
yeah
i’m still battlin’ these thoughts up in my mind
and prayin’ every night, hopin’ god can throw some signs
‘cause i don’t understand the plans that he has
but that’s the beauty of life when it isn’t in your hands, huh
i’m tryin’ hard to be the man, momma
but what you do when you run outta plans, momma? sh~t
and the whole world is sittin’ on their shoulders
while i’m chasin’ my dreams
i wonder if i’m even gettin’ closer
probably not, ‘cause everything just feels broken
stayin’ up at home, locked in my room, copin’
f~ck ‘em
[verse 4: reizan]
told my momma i’d make it, but when? i don’t know
it’s like climbin’ up a ladder that was missin’ some rows
i been losin’ my grip, but i ain’t lettin’ it show
‘cause the weight of my doubts got me benchin’ my growth
i can’t tell if i’m closer or lost in the chase
i just know i see ghosts when i look at my place
tryna piece up my worth in a world full of change
but it’s hard to make cents when you stuck in your ways
tell ‘em
i been trapped in my mind, locked doors, no key
tryna fight through the dark, but the light hard to see
and if god got a plan, guess i’m lost in the scheme
still runnin’ through the night, but i ain’t rushin’ the dream
[outro: norad & reizan]
yeah, yeah
reizan
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