lirik lagu regzzo - conception
[verse 1: regzzo]
i feel like i’m a born sinner
everyday i’m wakin’ up and livin’ life like it’s a f-ckin’ dinner
and i don’t even eat it i just sit and ponder
like a philosopher i seek the knowledge i’ve not learned
i swear i’m on my f-ckin’ grind
and now i’m starting to believe all of my f-ckin’ lies
i’m makin’ money off of sh-t that i got pressured to try
and now the jokes on you, cause i cut all of our ties
you find it hard to believe that i’ve built a fanbase
all from nothing but my blood, sweat and tears runnin’ down my face
but i did it all for you, and now i’m doing it for me while saying f-ck you too
you feel my p-ssion through these lyrics, feel the tension through my voice
work so hard i swear to god i might never feel joy
but i do this for the fans, for the people who believe in me
you never know your destiny until you reach the ending
and so i write this verse in memory of everything i cherish deeply, holding back the tears, no weeping
i get messages anonymous from people holding promises that they’ll become somebody all because my verse inspired it
and f-ck it i’ll never be what i want to be so i’ll just keep on doin’ me, the stress lives for eternity, but maybe if i don’t trip
over the little things and start to see the world for what it’s really meant to be
like it or not, it’s who i am
don’t define me by my wisdom, just define me by my plan
i’m just trynna chase my dream and i swear people wanna see me fail
maybe if i make it everyone will walk my trail
and i don’t even know if imma see my dad again but i just couldn’t move back in, i had to leave before i made things worse than they’ve already been
with all the alcohol and drugs and constant searching for who i am
it’s been a long journey
but it’s only beginning and honestly the thought of failing scares me but i keep on heading to the top
cause even if i fail i’ll still remember what it took to bring me down, still depressed but never frown, i
slowly start to reminisce
about the times when i was bullied and i couldn’t take it
the only person i could talk to about all of my problems was my grandma now she’s gone and it still f-cks with me, i notice that she’s looking down on top of me
i see her everywhere from street signs, to sweet dreams, from these lines, to blue seas, to everything that makes me happy
she f-ckin’ raised me now i’m supposed to just be calm and happy?
but on the brighter side i guess that sh-t was mean to be
cause she’s the reason that i’m writing all this poetry
and to this day i never thought it’d be a part of me
you never know your destiny until you reach the ending
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