lirik lagu reapaxe - anger
[intro: bruce banner & nick fury]
the cell was just in~
…case you needed to k!ll me! but you can’t
i know. i tried!
well i don’t every time get what i want
i got low… i didn’t see an end so i put a bullet in my mouth and the other guy spit it out
so i moved on
i’m~ i’m in a loop! i’m caught in a time~loop, this is exactly where it all went wrong!
until you dragged me back into this freak show and put everyone here at risk. you wanna know my secret agent romanoff? you wanna know how i stay calm?
that’s my secret cap
i’m always angry!
[verse]
nothin’ to be angry ’bout but still i’m here
left alone with this aggressive fear of hurting anyone for who i care
but do i even care?
i don’t now it’s unfair
all this anger leaves my body shakin’
why do i feel hate when my heart is achin’?
no it’s not my heart but my mind that’s breakin’
in pieces more and more while i’m still fakin’ to be happy
so n0body get’s hurt
’cause if i talk i feel like i will never be heard
they can not understand no matter what f~ckin’ words
i choose to describe the pain i’m in
i feel like i am the worst
when i’m in that state of fear of losing control
control over my body and my mind overall
i could k!ll somebody if i hadn’t learned how to hold back my rage
mysteries unsolved
’cause i still don’t know anything about it
h~ll, no idea why i keep the silence
i don’t know why i keep myself reminded
’bout all the wrong and bad that i did
the past still haunts me and the future burns
’cause i’m always thinking ’bout how it all turns out in different ways
i’m just real concerned
about the way things go, the feeling is the worst
like…
[verse]
now i’m mad that i’m mad about me bein’ mad
’cause i’m mad that i’m mad that i said all of that
without feeling too bad about all that i said
while i said what i meant, but haven’t meant what i said
so i should feel some regret, but i don’t so i’m mad
can’t just hold back, fly away like a bat
just to fight my own bad, all the crime in my head
all the time that i get just so f~cking mad
no matter what in the end i’ll lose it in a rant
after that i pretend like it never happened
but it did and it went just not like it’s meant
to be ’cause i spent too much time in my head
but it’s all in my hands somehow
but i can’t see why i’m like that
so i can’t control it
whenever i see red
and i fall in a pit of chaos i feel that
i ain’t broken but i’m bent
[bridge]
i can’t escape
but chaos ain’t a pit
no, chaos is a ladder
and i use that sh~t to make myself feel better
when i want to quit i make myself remember
i invested too much energy to give up now so i rather
tell myself “you can do it!”
“f~ck that sh~t, get through it!”
look in the mirror to see right
“it all just happens inside your mind!”
[hook]
i can’t escape
it’s my worst trait
i can’t escape
i will stay in it’s shade
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