lirik lagu ray reaves - trying
[verse 1]
lately i don’t wanna live life no more
breathing doesn’t really feel right no more
taking blows from demons i don’t wanna fight no more
almost makes a n-gg- never wanna write no more
morbid thoughts will leave a n-gg-s mind so sore
that it’s got a n-gg- drifting towards the lines hoes snort
cuz of problems that they’re dealing with behind closed doors
fall on my on sword fore a n-gg- tries to send me to a psycho ward
maybe my unhealthy mental state can help to get me paid
turn these sour lemons into lemonade
but my mind is never minute made
it’s in an endless rage
i ain’t never really been afraid
of the end of days, cuz i doubt i’ll live to see it anyways
please don’t be mistaken by the friendly face
cuz that sh-t is fake
[hook]
i’m trying
not to feel i’m better off dying
i swear you don’t know where my minds been
you don’t know the sh-t that i’m fighting, i’m fighting
i’m crying
only here cuz i’m good at writing
this pain will go away when my life ends
so you can never say i’m not trying, i’m trying
[verse 2]
i feel like i’m followed by a rain cloud
and a bullet is the only way that i can let the pain out
would’ve probably blown my brains out
if it wasn’t for my momma, gotta fake smiles so she stays proud, look at ray now
i don’t wanna chase clout
but i’ve gotta if i wanna find a way out
of the sh-t that’s got a n-gg- looking sp-ced out
but i’m gonna try to save some n-gg-s on the way out, cuz it’s cray how
cudi’s saved lives like mine
told me its okay that i’m not fine
crazy i’m enslaved by my own mind
but i seem to slip away while writing rhymes
every line describing how i felt
try surviving through a living h-ll
i’ll survive it too if i can help
anybody tryna do it by their self
[hook]
i’m trying
not to feel i’m better off dying
i swear you don’t know where my minds been
you don’t know the sh-t that i’m fighting, i’m fighting
i’m crying
only here cuz i’m good at writing
this pain will go away when my life ends
so you can never say i’m not trying, i’m trying
[bridge]
these days, these days
i just wanna chase my grave
these days, these days
i just wanna fade away
these days, these days
i’ve been tasked to make a change
these days, these days
guess i’ve gotta make a way
[outro]
i’m trying
not to feel i’m better off dying
i swear you don’t know where my minds been
you don’t know the sh-t that i’m fighting, i’m fighting
i’m crying
only here cuz i’m good at writing
this pain will go away when my life ends
so you can never say i’m not trying, i’m trying
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