
lirik lagu raaz38 - thoughts within
(intro: shiloh dynasty)
you are a stranger
and she wonders why, i
i don’t trust n0body
not even her
you are a stranger
and she wonders why, i
i don’t trust n0body
not even her
not even her
(verse 1: fresh verse)
look yeah f~ck everything i just want to kick over the chair
and the suffering of life but i swear no one would care
lying awake late friends that are supposed to be there don’t even call us send a text it’s like i’m made out of air
so see through i bleed too
someone just help
don’t need you to want me to
i just can’t be by myself
i’m overthinking i swear my mind is f~cked
wishing that i could drive on drugs
no finding luck
so it i’mma close my eyes while driving drunk
crash myself into a power pole
get taken by h~ll itself
and go surfing and drown my soul in the blood of satan son
man i’m a monster
look up in the mirror thinking who is this imposter
rather die alone don’t need the meds from all these doctors i’m f~cked up in the head
dead~set i’m just a lost c~nt
like what’s up nah nothing its sweet
fake smiles every day i block the pain i would cheat little dutys people know that i’d be dying to speak feelings are high above the clouds and suicides at its peak
i just aspire to be someone happy for getting by
but i picture myself dying while i’m lying in bed at night
having these dreams and it’s f~cked
wake up crying in hectic fright
but i can’t handle the thought of the rope that be tied to my neck and i can’t take this
down goes another bottle taken ain’t no role model
f~ck it up im a n0body
never was and never will be don’t look up to the kid
wish i never seen her smile
not hooked up with a b~tch
i’ve been through plenty but i felt i wasn’t enough with this b~tch
to think about the slow kisses feel disgusted at sh~t
to think we once had something
but it’s gone without a trace
i’m wondering how we’ll get by
after every payday day
after day i look up to the f~cking sky and i pray
but what’s the use there’s no c~nt listening and alone i remain
and as i taking up a sip stare at the bottom of my glass thinking about all of the times when we would sit there and laugh
couple mates around the fire drinking rats from dust to dark
but everybody separates we’ve left those times in the past
a lot of them had turned to drugs
i had a mate stuck in the bar
couple boys been to the b00b and spending christmas day locked up
men i’m trying to overcome
but i swear i have no luck
this sh~t is f~cked wanna end it bruv
man i can’t nah
sh~t taking all this depressed again
paranoid that they starin at us
nah that’s just the voices in my head
telling me that this is the end
but man it’s far from it
just gotta think about my fam not the past comments
and people always said
change is f~cked honest
but they don’t know the man
hearing this should be on it cause i don’t vent to none and what’s been said is done
but i can’t get past the fact you were meant to be the one yeah
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