lirik lagu raaz38 - be better (ryshank)
(verse 1: ryshank)
so i’m coming up on seven months clean
it’s been f~cking hard
but i’ve been finding myself every single day
cracking open another drink just so i don’t have to think
i’ve always been put second best
i got so much sh~t that i need to let off my chest
i might seem alright but i’m still depressed
i need to get back on my meds
i’m still trying to clean up my mess
people are starting to care less and less
i’m so sick of taking this weekly drug test
it’s like no one believes that way of life i’m trying to leave
i’m so sick of being told that i have a disеase
i’m trying to open a new door but i don’t havе the key
a better person that’s all i’m trying to be
i’m surprised that i haven’t leaved
i’m surprised that i still have me
i want to take my life away i’ve fried my brain
another night alone drinking and crying again
crying in the rain i strive for pain
used to slice my vein
now i strive for a better name
only thing holding me back is a bb slab and a pokey slap
i think i have these addictions cause i hardly know my dad
i f~cked up past i’ve had but the future’s mine
it’s one step at a time and no one can take that away
i put my hands together and i pray
today’s gonna be the day
tonight might be a fight but i know tomorrow i’ll be alright
gotta live to fight another day if you can’t do it
if you can’t do it you gotta find another way
never give up on your dreams they’re achievable
even with how hard it seems
if you wanna do something sometimes you’re gonna have to lose sleep
sometimes you’re gonna forget to eat
sometimes you’re gonna get bruised and cut up feet
sometimes you’re gonna want to cry quit and weep
success is the steepest hardest hill to complete
for you i’d give up the shoes and my feet
the booze make me feel used
i see two paths but which one do i choose
i’m trying so hard and i know i’ll still lose
but that’s still the first to be last
so many questions i wish i asked
i learned how to ride my bike
i learned how to fight
i learned how to make things right
i learned how to shave
i was yours amongst relationships i could have saved
i was such a young age
now i don’t wanna see your face
i ain’t gonna come around to your place
you lost all of your five kids
you’re a f~cking disgrace
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