lirik lagu r1an - hate nor deserve (p.s, i think i know you too well)
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i’ll try to be honest
honest for a minute
it’s been a rollercoaster of emotions to listen
and i know it’s a bit much to explain
but i hope you won’t try to complain
i’ve been passionate
for you so long now
never thought that i’d ever love, but somehow
here, i’ll write my feelings on a piece of paper
then strike a match, burn it to ash and vapor
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her beautiful eyes behind her glasses
multicolor pigmentation uniquely amasses
that i can’t have it
no, i can’t have it
her smile that shows off her piercings
or how loud she laughs, she looks so cute but it’s confusing
cause i don’t deserve it
no, i don’t deserve her
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time has shown me that i am utterly wrong
i feel dumb enough to keep on writing this song
i played twisted games, and didn’t believe that i was in love
got jealous over your relationships, they made me numb
cause we couldn’t have that
at least i couldn’t have that
i feel i don’t deserve it
no, i know i don’t deserve it
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i remember you told
your family about me
when you were at your worst, i was there and felt sorry
but you only cried for a few minutes, then you were okay
and honestly, i really didn’t what to say
colossal dramatic actions
have broken this path
divided us apart to fight off death’s wrath
so we could live it up young in our forties
and i’ll hide this love from you always
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her beautiful eyes behind her glasses
multicolor pigmentation uniquely amasses
that i can’t have it
i never could have it
her smile that shows off her piercings
or the glances that we had, now they feel so deceiving
cause i don’t deserve it
no, i never deserved her
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time has shown me that i am utterly wrong
i feel dumb enough to keep on writing this song
i played twisted games, and always believed that i was in love
i felt jealous of your relationships, they made me feel numb
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no
no
no, no, no
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you consume tons of pain
but i wanna end it all with you and never feel afraid
maybe some of your exes have changed
all i know is that their love was true, but they kept making mistakes
oh how you lost your dog, oakley
you were torn up for days when she was gone, could barely breathe
i figured we could relate
cause if you asked about axel, i’d tell you everything
instead, i gave you your own sp~ce
now we’ve moved on and i wish to erase you from my brain
and forever leave the idea of us be
i should’ve known better and knew it wouldn’t have been a thing
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i admired your choices
that made you unique
last time we spoke, you wanted to work in cosmetology
i thought you were so f~cking cool
i guess i’ve really been a giant fool
you said you were nothing
but a red flag
now that time has passed, i’m starting to get at what you couldn’t brag
maybe one day you’ll learn a hot take
you weren’t ugly, my good friend, nor fake
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time has shown me that i’ve been utterly wrong
i felt dumb enough that i had to just write it in a song
i played twisted games with myself and know that it wasn’t love
just jealous of our relationship, hoping you were happy enough
cause we shouldn’t have it
no, i shouldn’t have it
maybe i knew i didn’t deserve that
god knows i don’t deserve that
deserve you, deserve us
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