lirik lagu proherz - don't even need this
[intro]
yeah, i gotta talk to you ’bout something real
you see me coming home with bags again
i can’t explain it but i will
let me break it down, listen
[verse 1]
yo, i’m in the store just browsing, told myself i’m looking
five minutes later got a cart, my wallet’s getting took and
i’m adding up excuses like “this shirt might come in handy”
knowing that i got three more sitting in the pantry
closet full of boxes, tags still on ’em fresh
but i’m cl!cking “buy it now” putting money to the test
late night when i’m bored, that’s when the devil talks
“you deserve it, treat yourself” until i’m watching stocks drop
can’t resist a sale sign, even when it’s fake
thirty percent off of something that i’ll never take
out the package, leave it sitting by the door for weeks
you been counting all my bags, i see you side~eye me (yea)
apps up on my phone designed to make me slip
every notification got me on another trip
to the checkout, to the payment, to the shipping info
now i’m sweating when the statement comes up on my window
[chorus]
i don’t even need this, why i buy it though?
scrolling on my phone at night, i let it go
credit card swiping, never thinking ’bout the price
got me feeling like i’m rolling dice
i don’t even need this, swear i’m done for real
but tomorrow i’ll be back up in the deal
tell me why i do this, you been watching close
i’m the one who hurts myself the most
(yeah, the most)
[verse]
check my bank account, i’m sick, the numbers looking scary
swear i just got paid but now my wallet’s in the cemetery
buried under purchases i don’t remember making
three a.m. decisions got my whole foundation shaking
you asking where the money went, i’m dodging every question
hiding all the evidence, that’s my new profession
packages arriving daily like i run a business
but it’s just me trying to fill a hole, you been a witness
to the cycle, to the guilt, to the promise that i’ll stop
then i’m right back at it when i’m scrolling through the shop
online therapy they call it, but it’s really just a problem
got me spending what i ain’t got, future me, i robbed him
tell me why i do this when i know how it ends
looking at my stuff like “i ain’t wearing this again”
but the rush, the thrill, the moment when i cl!ck complete
then regret, the pill i swallow feeling incomplete
[chorus]
i don’t even need this, why i buy it though?
scrolling on my phone at night, i let it go
credit card swiping, never thinking ’bout the price
got me feeling like i’m rolling dice
i don’t even need this, swear i’m done for real
but tomorrow i’ll be back up in the deal
tell me why i do this, you been watching close
i’m the one who hurts myself the most
[bridge]
hold up, wait a minute, looking in the mirror straight
all these empty boxes can’t fill what i’m chasing, wait
time to face the truth, yeah i’m running from the pain
buying all this stuff but i’m still feeling the same
(i’m still feeling the same)
starting right now, i’m taking back control
delete these apps, yeah, i’m saving my soul
it ain’t about the stuff, it’s deeper than that
time to heal for real, no more looking back
[chorus]
i don’t even need this, why i buy it though?
scrolling on my phone at night, i let it go
credit card swiping, never thinking ’bout the price
got me feeling like i’m rolling dice
i don’t even need this, swear i’m done for real
but tomorrow i’ll be back up in the deal
tell me why i do this, you been watching close
i’m the one who hurts myself the most
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