lirik lagu polyana (usa) - subaru
[verse 1: polyana]
i had a million hugs in new jersey
but now i’m stuck in paradise, it ain’t really worth it
parties, pressure, memories i don’t want it
i put a mask on, say it makes me feel lucky
last night, i had a bad crash, that was lucky
last night, i f~cked over my friend so now it’s f~ck me
i wish i could get over feeling sh~t but now i’m on a leash
and every time it gets too much i tell myself
[chorus: neodigitalnative]
now i’m moving on, subaru lights still on, now i’m sitting here straight glowing, and now i’m moving on
subaru lights still on, everybody move on they own, and now i’m all alone
subaru lights still on, don’t know what u got till it’s gone, and now i’m moving on
subaru lights still on, don’t know what u got till it’s gone, and now i’m moving on
[verse 2: polyana]
so conflicted, looking out for attention
boxed behind a window, i’m sheltered by my affection
my closest feel distant, i feel like n0bodies listening
i start feeling like my presence is just a burden
i could say a million times that i’m broken
but then id get called repetitive and redundant
everybody’s going through sh~t, i’m just a number
late at night stuck up, i’m feeling like i’m another
body, feet up, don’t remind me
comfort in the sheets of my bed, pourin’ my soul out
headphones on, makes personality too loud
if i don’t have friends, there’s ain’t no point but to sell out
my only therapy is sticking to my friends now
i feel like i’ve been mass produced and turned into a cash cow
homie, favorite artist, but i’m still stuck in the dirt, how?
i never get an answer but i know without a doubt
[verse 3: polyana]
i had a million hugs in new jersey
but now i’m stuck in paradise, it ain’t really worth it
parties, pressure, memories i don’t want it
i put a mask on, say it makes me feel lucky
last night, i had a bad crash, that was lucky
last night, i f~cked over my friend so now it’s f~ck me
i wish i could get over feeling sh~t but now im on a leash
and every time it gets too much i tell myself
[chorus: neodigitalnative]
now i’m moving on, subaru lights still on, now i’m sitting here straight glowing, and now i’m moving on
subaru lights still on, everybody move on they own, and now i’m all alone
subaru lights still on, don’t know what u got till it’s gone, and now i’m moving on
subaru lights still on, don’t know what u got till it’s gone, and now i’m moving on
[verse 4: polyana]
they see me happy, moving with the love they all do
they need to see a mental struggle bad, so they call “coo~coo”
i’ve been through every bullet that’s involved, they love to shoot shoot
but really its the insecurity that’s shining through you
got bags under my eyes because of work, the clouds move too soon
i inhale, puff, and let it all out, emotions see thru
its ight cause you can’t even tell my zone now, lies went full proof
subaru too fast for you to care, this night go swift, zoom
you don’t have any family round tonight, you’re fine, no seen proof
this party hasn’t reached it’s limit yet, i’ll raise this cars roof
my mind has gone far, way beyond it’s body, reasons gone, poof
and now i go with every bad decision, like a d~mn nuke
i hate the fact i know that its a problem, that i look to
every artist, friend, and colleagues complements to stay loose
body looks the worst on daily but i have an ego boost
it helps me get through nights when i’m real paranoid and sh~t, cause i’ve been
[verse 5: polyana]
smokin’, hittin’, ridin’ round inside a daze i can’t come down
an adolescent teen is f~ckin’ up her life for good now
vape clouds, greened out, they ain’t even bring the purple out
i’m every night inside a place that’s new, i’m in a labyrinth
i’m trapped inside these mazes, hazes, dizzy ’til i give in
secrets tend to pass the parents, hidden when i lock in
identities are fables, stories told so that i live them
when i get home and i brush and cut ’em off, i’m suck inside then
past tense, years spent before i tell my secrets
i’m not the first trans b~tch to die before i give a sh~t
i’m riding off adrenaline since i moved out from jersey
and nostalgia blinds my eyes as i tell myself that i’m innocent
i’m dreaming of a future that was promised, now i’m chasing it
i’m stuck inside a tunnel, blind eyes tell me what i’m seeing is
a mystery, a chance that i can wait for
a chance at something better, but it could just be a metaphor
i’m stuck behind my door
[outro: polyana]
i’m falling down, falling down
forgiveness always gives me what i need while i drown
i never wanna live another down, another down
so watch me as i steal the f~cking crown, steal the crown
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