lirik lagu pedler - delusional
[verse 1: pedler]
suffer delusions, my life is illusion
i don’t know what’s real its making me clueless
got family looking at me like i’m judas
i swallow the shame, in the name of self improvement
let’s get into this
gotta let them know
needa let me grow
suffer delusions, but won’t let them fool me
we bought out the venue and made it unruly
this chain round my neck, but i don’t need a pendant
flexing this money, you know how i spend it
look at my clothes, my t~~th, my watch
all of that sh~t that the stim check bought
retail therapy, saves me when i get trapped in my head with my thoughts
tryna make a f~cking m for myself
the rat race burning my mental health
locked in the studio days at a time
people above me say stay on that grind
i jump on these tracks and i go hard
but i don’t feel that joy no more
asking myself where’d i go wrong
putting my pain in all these songs
[hook: pedler]
putting my pain in all these bars
putting my pain in all these
putting my pain in all these
putting my pain in all these
[verse 2: ash the realist]
i pledge allegiance to the pain
the wrong move got me acting like karmas slave asking myself have i lost my way
do i need to make change
are my dreams too far out of range
do i need reassess the game that i play
is the music game really my forte
f~ck what the demons say, i’m gonna disobey
and i pray everyday in the hope that the pain dissipates and the thought of a rope goes away
coz the stuff in my head’s going off like grenades i really need an escape
and my emotion can’t be contained, i really can’t get a break
i expect too much from myself i just wanna be great, high stakes
this weight on my shoulders its too much
pressure makes diamonds but not in mud
thoughts in my head that i’m not enough
the pain that i feel my road is road is rough
[hook: pedler]
putting my pain in all these bars
putting my pain in all these
putting my pain in all these
putting my pain in all these
[outro: pedler]
putting my pain in all these bars son
really really really go f~ck my heart up
i don’t really wanna go start it
i don’t really wanna go start it
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