lirik lagu paloé (xoralynn rhapsody paloé) - forthright peak
[intro]
haha, why do i bother?
f~ck, haha
uh, this is a nervous laugh, um
never thought it would come to this, um
it’s just
it’s disgusting, like
what the f~ck? oh god, no, no, haha
i’m jokin’, bro, i swear to god, i swear to god
i so swear to god
alright, alright
[verse 1]
i’ll start talkin’ ’bout me
but if i do that a little, i’ll be considered selfish
but if i don’t speak at all, i’ll be considered helpless, but f~ck it
before i go down, i’ma speak my truth before they shut it
i will never be seen as the gender that i am
regardless if i try, i’ll still pass as a man
if i told my therapist i’m havin’ thoughts again
then it will prove i don’t deserve freedom yеt again
can’t pretend, if i’m way too honest, it bitеs back
i made friends, i’m still lonely as sh~t
if you don’t get it, that’s good, you livin’ better than me
nothin’ ever sits right when you are on a blood spree
most people joke about this so lightly when i’m fightin’
that’s how i know they’ve never been in my place
acceptin’ fate, my talent is a waste
’cause i’m givin’ it away to the dead
you say that i deserve the world, but i never seem to get a inch of it
don’t follow my footsteps, i am a bad example
i couldn’t handle all the f~ckery that puts finger guns to my head
i had so many opportunities with different methods
i didn’t take them ’cause my hope was still represented
this world is too f~ckin’ cruel, my death’ll be a benefit
they would take the news, five minutes, and forget the sh~t
it’s good to know i always have a motherf~ckin’ way out
[interlude]
go ahead, i’m waiting (tick~tock, tick~tock, haha)
k!ll yourself, you f~cking b~tch
[verse 2]
randos that could save me, i feel your f~ckin’ guilt
i wish i met me too, to save my f~ckin’ self
but instead, you knew me too late to help me carry some weight
i will barely be remembered as my true self
i affected all your lives, so i’m sorry
i’m doin’ you a favor, so celebrate and take it as a waiver
the train is comin’, the bullet’s runnin’, the blade is cuttin’
i am the “wannabe girl,” it’s really somethin’
i hope you’ll save the next life that thinks about this after
nevermind, it doesn’t matter
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