lirik lagu paloé (xoralynn rhapsody paloé) - creation
will i keep myself from reaching my potential
it’s hard to know
depends on the sh~t i put up or let down
freddie walked across the street
he did a pov about the f~cked up life he lived
so he can have some people see
they never saw
’cause they thought he was weird
he comes up to me
he says “what’s up?”, i say “h~llo”
conversation flows, the next thing you know
i’m trying not to think that he’s a creep
then he talks about his situations more deeply to me
then i feel bad for assuming otherwise
but he’s not wise
he can’t keep a job
he lost all his family to [?]
then i tell him i’m sorry for your loss
and i try not to ask why to be respectful
then it ended there
he walked up to another woman
having the same conversation he had with me
why the f~ck is that?
is that coincidence?
i try to ignore it but it bugs me all day
with dysphoria because he thought i was something else incorrectly
like i did with him
now we’re so even
except it tears me up everyday
since i was born i talk about it more
then i drive people away
because they don’t want to hear too much negativity
i hate my f~cking body
i hate my f~cking voice
this will hide all my blades in the f~cking void that i blamed to put myself in
it’s a huge covenant
then i choose to walk home, sit and turn on the tv
i see the guy i talked to earlier arrested on the news
then i think i literally dodged a bullet out the blue
you never know who you’re talking to
heart over speed
i don’t want to see the reality that chose me
ending soon hoping that happens to freddie too
not claiming this would anymore until i find a better one
nothing would be done even if i step in
i protect the journey and the progress like a tet~n~s shot
i’m still alive
that’s a typo
[?] and counting real slow
till the moment i wake up again
and till then i descend
that’s part of the plan
[?] the f~cks i give
and here before the end
i live with the fact that i’m told i’m doing this for attention
so until you believe that that’s a punishment for being yourself
shut the f~ck up when you say i’m selfish
when you say i’m selfish
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