lirik lagu ohnoitsrobo - beyond recall
[verse 1]
every human being that i see i just avoid
not cus i hate them or some sh-t, it’s cus i’m paranoid
self-deprecation in my head it’s like a f-cking void
self-confidence down way below and i’m f-cking annoyed
it’s the reason that i’m single and i have little friends
because i’m f-cking awkward all the time, really it depends
if i’m with a friend, maybe i’ll feel slightly less on end
but this constant fear and anger take the time that i spend
it didn’t use to be like this, why the f-ck is it now
i never once was antisocial, but in high school, i’m endowed
with this crippling anxiety, and this self-consciousness
it’s gotten so bad that i’m afraid to talk to stop the sh-t
feel like vomiting when all these people try to talk to me
i feel appalled the way i talk and try to f-cking dodge debris
i’m f-cking questioning my sanity, without anything answering
don’t wanna vent about it cus i’ll feel like i’m just pandering
[verse 2]
i wish i wasn’t like this man i wish that i was normal
it’s such a m-ssive issue i just simply can’t ignore all
the f-cking consequences that this sh-t has had on me
i’d rather dabble in some snap than actually f-cking have a seat
and when i do i feel like everything will topple onto me
and i’ll wake up to find the remnants of what constantly is haunting me
n-body’s probably listening, you’ve probably skipped ahead
or maybe you’ll forget
i’m just tryna be successful, but i’m self-conscious bout my music
i hate my f-cking voice, man it sounds so f-cking stupid
i’ve scr-pped so many songs just cus i didn’t feel the movement
when i do this all i’m shooting for it someone to consume it
i over -n-lyze each f-cking movement that i do
which makes me think i’ll look weird if i attempt to f-cking move
which makes me even weirder to a person just like you
who’s just watching from a distance with a different point of view
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