lirik lagu o-13444 - funeral
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f~cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
[verse 1]
wish i didn’t do some sh~t but f~ck it i’m here now
and i’m working to be king but no ones giving me a crown
and the sh~t i do to myself when there’s n0body around
would make anybody think i’m anything but safе and sound
all the blood that i have lost but still therе’s nothing good i’ve found
i’m obsessed with tears and blood like ima f~cking blood hound
help me out
help me out
i need saving not clout
and anybody who been wit me prolly hate what i’m about
i’ve been searching for a while but there’s not any answers
everybody hate on me like my name is f~cking cancer
people patrolling and controlling my life like a ranger
and in the midst of this, in my head i’m a stranger
so after everything i’ve been through i’m just in my head again
i shouldn’t talk to b~tches if i really just befriended them
i hate being alone with no one else but this medicine
so if i overdose it’s not my fault so don’t cry~
[hook]
at my funeral
don’t cry
i know i’m not there
but you’re not alone
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f~cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
[verse 2]
and f~ck your dumb ass therapy it never helped me through it
all the bullsh~t that i’ve been through tore me up and made me ruthless
i can’t count how many times some random b~tch has called me useless
i might not make the best choices but i swear i’m not stupid
they make it seem like i act like this on purpose
i don’t try to push people away with such a quickness
i’ve went through every closet in my head to find my purpose
but all i keep finding is another f~cking sickness
i keep pushing my friends away i tell them i need distance
but all i really need is for them to stay and fix this
but that’s not their problem cuz they’re not the ones that did it
i’m sorry anyone i love, i’m sure you’ll never get it~
and i might just pull the trigger
cuz my pain is way bigger
might just die by smoking cigar~
ettes
or popping some percocets
but baby please don’t be too upset
just be there and be calm and sit
because n0body did this sh~t
so baby don’t you cry~
[hook]
at my funeral
don’t cry
i know i’m not there
but you’re not alone
[chorus]
am i wrong for thinking i’m the worst
i’ve waited so long but my life has just dispersed
i’m almost wondering if my whole life is cursed
bout to burst into tears cuz i hate not having worth
in the school in the mall in bed
doesn’t matter where i am i wanna be dead
thinking bout the times i was f~cking mislead
and left
on read
with no answers but these meds
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