lirik lagu noslen nayrb - him
[verse 1]
well, god, if you see me now, i’m on the edge and i ain’t bluffing
tried to fill my chest with breath, but all i taste is nothing
i’m staring at the mirror like i’m facing my own k!ller
this is my final letter, my confession, not a filler
i’ve been begging for a whisper, something real, a— reply
i’ve been praying on the carpet while my thoughts all wanna die
feel like i’m a prophet lost in profit, selling all my pain
singing all my melodies while drowning in the acid rain
these verses are just therapy with rhythm in disguise
i’ll rap a hundred words a second just to silence all the cries
man, i ain’t slept in days, my soul’s on fire, my eyes are dry
i’m the preacher and the sinner, screaming “save me, god, or why?”
why there’s demons in my notepad, pain inside my pen
every rhyme is just a prayer wrapped in ink and sin
don’t let this be the last time i call before i fall
if you’re real, i need you now, don’t wait to hear my final call
[chorus]
i don’t know who i’ve become
but i’m scared of what i’m nearing
all i’ve got is this one song
so i’m praying you’ll be hearing
if you’re the one who saves
then i need you in the silence
i’m drowning in the noise
won’t you break this deadly quiet? (yeah)
[verse 2]
i feel it coming, feel it fast, the spiral i can’t outrun (do you really, really?)
they say “hold on,” but to what? my soul’s a loaded gun (do you really, really?)
been battling shadows of myself in every verse i write (do you? do you?)
turning shame into the art, heartbreak into a fight (do you really?)
the crowd don’t see the blood that’s spilled beneath my metaphor
they cheer when i perform, but they ain’t seen me on the floor
i’m scared of being real, ’cause every time i try, i break
i wish i knew how to breathe without it feeling like it’s fake
i can’t remember joy, just flashes, fog, and faded bliss
my voice is coated in regret, my thoughts, a bottomless abyss
i’m not a giver, i’m the ghost, i’m not the hope, i’m just the wound
i play these keys like prayers, but all my chords are out of tune
every “how are you?” is met with lies and practiced fake replies
i don’t wanna die, but i’m drowning in these silent cries
if you’re out there, better come now, ’cause i’m almost gone
and i ain’t got another verse if you don’t right up this wrong
[chorus]
i don’t know who i’ve become
but i’m scared of what i’m nearing
all i’ve got is this one song
so i’m praying you’ll be hearing
if you’re the one who saves
then i need you in the silence
i’m drowning in the noise
won’t you break this deadly quiet?
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