lirik lagu nolxck - inside mind 2
[verse 1:]
whats the purpose
who i turn to when i’m hurting?
i built my walls up
learnt that theres no one trust
i’d drain my blood if i could change myself
i’d drown inside the red
if i could pace myself
i hate myself
that sh~t don’t ever change
i just distract myself
subtract myself
i changed my name
and hid my face
i might just neck myself
leave the pieces
for the rest to figure out
leave the rusted pieces in the pc
that i left insidе my house
and f~ck it yeah i’d leavе my family if i could just find a way
to k!ll me painless
a way i can’t sustain
being concious
lock it into place
got my hopes up
jokes up woah
nup
i still wanna die
but with a smile now
you couldn’t see it in my eyes
cause i’m fried out the sky now
i cried out my eyes to the sound of my heartbeat
scream like harpy
i’m a little b~tch
to the onseers
till i flip the switch to a dog
and i’m all lost
[verse 2:]
fist through the door
cause i saw sh~t
but everybody saying that its all lip
till i put a knife through the door
cause i’m trying not put in myself
then i’m gone i’ve just lost it
no chance to fix it i’m just f~cked
might find the rope and fix it up
where it used to be
ready for the day
who’s to blame?
well it’s all me
shoulda told me
i’d be on the course of a pr~ck
i would’ve tried a little harder in my youth
no chance to make mistakes
just have a solid grave
he lived a perfect age
he could’ve paved the way
but now i’m here and i don’t wanna be the weight
where’s the wait
i get no breaks
just breakdowns
i get no thoughts
just jot down
stupid songs that n0body even listen to
listen to me
i’m acting like a baby over what?
lack of seratonin?
get a grip
no extra clip
won’t need receipt
i won’t be back
i’m wearing red
won’t see the tracks
i don’t see
how i attract
cause i treat
everyone like trash
i project
cause i can’t accept
that i’m worthless
everybody turning a new leaf
but i’m merkin myself
to the old beats
cause nothing really hit me where it hurt
i’m disturbed at myself
i’m reverting but can’t get professional help
cause my self~esteem isn’t low enough
maybe they seen all my record and they just can’t help me
but these thoughts in my head got me melting i’m rambling on tracks just to get it all off of my chest
and i feel like if i just keep building it up i might
relapse
relax
worst case
i might wake up
might be chained cause i’m manic and won’t even wait a few days
try again
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