lirik lagu nobuddyisperfect - clarity through the storm
[verse 1]
so the glue was back, a quiet friend
to keep the frantic thoughts at bay
and i swore this time i’d make an amend
i’d find a different kind of way
i quit the code, i quit the screen
the corporate life that felt so fake
and poured my soul and every scene
of cash i had, for goodness sake
into a dream of kings and queens
a backroom poker paradise
a haven built of felt and greens
a gamble on a roll of dice
and for a while, my mind felt right
the chaos was a perfect fit
the multi~tasking day and night
i didn’t have a chance to sit
and think about the mess i was
i thrived on pressure, risk, and speed
i finally had a worthy cause
a hungry, hungry mouth to feed
[verse 2]
but the world has ways of pulling rugs
from underneath your hopeful feet
a change in law, the city shrugs
my perfect plan was incomplete
the permits pulled, the license void
a bureaucratic, swift defeat
a future utterly destroyed
left with the bitter and the sweet
taste of failure on my tongue
and debts that screamed into the night
a song i’d already sung
back in the pale projector light
i had no choice. i crawled back home
defeated, broke, and full of dread
back to the soulless monochrome
of writing code inside my head
[chorus]
and that’s when clarity arrived
a lightning flash inside the storm
of all the ways i had contrived
to be someone else, to change my form
i’ve been running, god, my whole d~mn life
from every city, every school
from every ounce of pain and strife
just following one single rule:
don’t let them see the mess inside
but the person i was running from…
was me. there was nowhere left to hide
my race was run. my legs were numb
my race was run. my legs were numb
[verse 3]
got a new job, a patient man
a boss who saw the fl!ckering light
he didn’t care about the plan
he just cared if i got it right
eventually. he gave me sp~ce
he let me work at my own speed
he saw the panic on my face
and planted a supportive seed
he said, “your brain’s a racing car
it’s built for speed, not for the traffic jam
you just need a different star
to tell you where and who i am.”
and with that kindness, with that trust
the final wall came crashing down
a lifetime of corrosive rust
turned to dust all over town
i picked up the phone
my voice was thin
i said, “i think i need some help.”
the journey out must start within…
a silent, desperate, little yelp
[bridge]
the therapist was kind and old
she just listened for a week or two
she listened to the stories i told…
the boy who never saw it through
and then she looked at me and said
the words that changed the universe
the words that echoed in my head
and finally broke the lifelong curse
she said, “it’s not a moral flaw
it’s not a weakness or a sin.”
“it’s how your brain is built by law
let me tell you where we can begin.”
“it has a name.”
…adhd
and suddenly…
the storm…
was just the sea
[outro]
clarity…
through the storm…
finally…
a name for my form…
clarity…
and i’m not to blame…
it has a name…
it has a name
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