lirik lagu nik yato - stressed, depressed and obsessed
[verse 1]
i don’t really wanna fall asleep just yet
keep my medicine, melatonin in the cabinet
diazepam on me when i panic
yeah, i’m acting manic
but when they vanish, i call the doctor up for another dosage
just another day, make it through the h~~rding faces
lonely sp~ces fill up my empty grave
[verse 2]
i, could make or break in a matter of seconds
stressing over sh~t that i have no place in
i have no say in anything that you do
call me invasive just tell me if something’s bugging you
i, could never figure out by myself
if it’s better to move or stay up on the shelf
i need a nudge of the side, maybe
if i go crazy, you’ll actually see me
[verse 3]
wanna die?
no regrets?
the song in my heart has lost it’s melody
though it’s rarely in time
trynna read between the lines
of what i say and what i do
wanna know how should i move
i’m a pretty petty person, the worst isn’t over yet
i can see into the future. i’ll be yelling at my head
[verse 4]
over what i think is right
what you think is wrong
conflicting thoughts saying “this is not where i belong.”
my brain plays different tricks and games
but the outcome’s the same always, just self hate
constant, consistently, never ceasing
leave me alone, gotta level out my breathing
in and out, go
hamon, rippling flow, although
[verse 5]
i could take it or leave it honestly
never know who to help, never know who to please
i feel happy when they talk to me
problems or whatever, i am pleased, fully, truly
but i’m going off the deep end
who the f~ck am i pretending for, at this point?
might just end it all, noose on the roof
16 grams of paracetamol, now i can finally let loose
[verse 6]
i just wanna lay, in the comfort of my bed
sick of all the eyes, staring at me invading my head
i’m just dead, tired of the effort
that’s required to better myself
but i’m still trying my hardest every single f~cking day
the darkest thoughts are trying to invade me
my brain is not a safe place anymore
what’s in store for me next?
a manic depressive episode?
[verse 7]
i just wanna know, where this journey will take me
make me love again, yeah maybe?
music to my ears, music to my soul
if i can’t keep music, i won’t ever be whole
at least if i leave this plain, i could retain something that won’t give me pain
i’m sick of all the pills and anxiety
but it could be the very thing that’s starting me entirely
[outro]
f~cking one take wonder
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