lirik lagu nightmare - kxng ascension
(verse 1: kxng ascension)
i write with the vengeance, comparable to ex b~tches
bang your head so hard you’ll be needing head stitches
i’m bedridden, nah only when meds given
strap me to a bed with my legs spread and in~depth visions
of when i was a kid and touched by a bullet in a pool and it’s still haunts
cool i’ma put it in the back where i don’t have to actively look at it
every memory i snap tickets to h~ll i be booking
so when i flip it’s like a dodgy shot of meth
you love it one second next you left the clotted rotten mess
should’ve listened to me when i said i’m proper off my head
off my meds a couple nights and you can watch the cause of death
the more demons i possess in my brain
grave robbed me for every single thought i create
i drink gin cause the dark ones are coming to take
my heart’s soul i let them suffer until nothing remains
now i’m f~cked in the head and barely functioning, hey
up outer sp~ce about to take the biggest lunch to my grave
shut your face you don’t know about the path that i’ve made
for over eight years i figured that i’ve gone the wrong way
not gotten not fake it couldn’t even stopped this strong pain
so i’ll just get cooked and let the devil serve the entree
think of thoughts when you’re hanging for an bong
times hit by nine lost my mind it’s not tamed
psyche is hitting me with quizzes like it’s a hot seat
i need music for me to not be off beat
family left me stranded and took it all out got grief
i’m just a nuisance, don’t call me, i just want peace
ever sit and wonder how the f~ck it gets to this
i don’t know more, i’m more concerned on how to get it fixed
and like bags, mind racing, gotta get it quick
and if i don’t, there’s no hope, you never said a thing
my days remain the same, chase a blazer, taking trains
evade to sleep, await my pain and blatantly i take the blame
satan waits with angels guiding you to find a purpose
it’s worthless, you lose even if you don’t play the game
you could have it all and live a life full of misery
or have nothin’ at all and live a life full of mystery
no point fightin’ a war if we’re missin’ artillery
with this i deal with all winning is our ability
but little did i know the monsters under my bed
are still real and out to leave me schiz’ and f~ckin’ depressed
the doctor chucked me some meds that helped but f~cked with my head
i feel like pumpin’ a sesh, but not enough’s in my bank
every time i pray i fall to my knees
it’s like god can see the card trick i’ve got in my sleeve
the devil handed me the deck, he shuffled ominously
so when i’m battling with faith, i already got what i need
i just rock to a beat, i don’t nod when i sneeze
now i don’t even need a drink to speak confidently
everybody on scene would be bopping to me
and b~tches listening would leave a wet spot on this seat
i’m the greatest
but my brain is degraded from all the drugs i’m blazing now i’m permanently faded
getting lost in ways behavioral patterns stated
negative impacts from my dad and i hate it
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