lirik lagu nico roberts - wish.
[part i]
[verse]
i wish you would’ve never said you loved me
’cause i took that love and crushed it ugly
i wish i never saw the look you gave me
right before the door slammed — f~ck, it haunts me daily
i wish i could be better than my father was
but that gene in me itches like it’s covered in bugs
i wish i never yelled, wish i held my tongue
wish i ain’t leave that voicemail — slurred and dumb
i wish i ain’t choke when my brother criеd
he said “please comе home,” i said “i’m outside.”
but i wasn’t. i was drunk in a stairwell
wish i ain’t lie to him, now i’m living in his h~ll
wish i ain’t text that girl at 2:13
wish you ain’t seen it on my cracked phone screen
wish i ain’t pull away when you needed a touch
now i’m just a memory you drink to flush
[hook]
wish i ain’t hurt you like that…
wish i ain’t curse you like that…
wish i ain’t leave you like that…
but i did… now live with that…
[part ii]
[verse]
what if i ain’t pick the mic, would you still be here?
what if i ain’t write that line that made you disappear?
what if i ain’t chase the fame and lost the light?
would you still say you love me every night?
what if i stayed in the crib that day?
what if i answered when momma prayed?
what if i ain’t need all the pills i take?
what if the mirror ain’t crack when i faced my fate?
what if i ain’t freeze when i saw your text
right before the crash, yeah i read it — next…
what if i ain’t slept through the final call?
would i be a brother, or nothing at all?
what if i ain’t choke when the cameras came?
what if i never tasted shame?
what if i believed that i deserved you?
would you still smile when you heard my name?
what if all this pain is just me?
what if i’m the reason that you ain’t free?
what if this bottle’s the realest friend i got?
then what if i drink till the guilt finally stops?
what if i ain’t leave your texts on read?
what if i picked love over clout instead?
what if i ain’t throw your hoodie in the street
and say i never needed you when i couldn’t even breathe?
what if i ain’t mock the way you cried?
called it weak sh~t—truth is, i died
i was scared of your strength, of your light
so i dimmed it with fights just to feel right
what if i ain’t write you into every song
just to profit off the pain and act like you was wrong?
what if i ain’t lie to myself every night
sayin’ i’m better alone but hold my pillow tight?
what if you ain’t leave that note by the sink?
would i still be spiraling deep in this drink?
what if your scent ain’t linger on the walls
triggerin’ breakdowns every time i walk the halls?
what if my demons ain’t louder than my heart?
what if i ain’t tear our whole life apart?
what if i was the victim and not the cause?
or am i just a coward hiding behind applause?
what if the stage is just my grave?
and every encore’s just delayin’ the day—
the day i face it, all of it—raw, no mic
just me and the truth in cold, quiet light?
what if your ghost ain’t whisper every verse?
what if i ain’t cursed you with every word i rehe~rs~d?
what if i ain’t deserve your touch?
and what if forgiveness ain’t worth that much?
what if i gave everything back?
would you still tell me “it’s too late for that”?
[hook]
wish i ain’t breathe, wish i ain’t talk
wish i ain’t scream when you tried to walk
wish i ain’t love, wish i ain’t try
wish i could die every time i lie
wish i ain’t care, wish i ain’t pray
wish i ain’t write this sh~t in my shame
wish i was numb, wish i was fake—
wish i was you, instead of this ache
[outro]
~instrumental outro~
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