
lirik lagu nico roberts - there u go
[verse 1]
yeah, there i go again, bottle in my palm again
crawlin’ in the hallway, talkin’ to the walls again
blackout in the booth, mic smell like vodka spit
lyin’ to my mom again, cryin’ in my godless pit
poppin’ two pills with a beer like a chaser
mind racin’, devil playin’ poker with my eraser
god on vacation, faith in the bas~m~nt
sliced up pages from the bible in the bas~m~nt
i ain’t tryna glorify sh~t, this is h~ll
numb as a corpse but i function so well
staring at the mirror like, “who’s that pr~ck?”
oh wait, that’s me, back to this relapse sh~t
mouth full of curses, heart full of rust
tryna find peace in a powdered dust
ain’t slept right since ’03, that’s fact
got dreams where i die, then wake up cracked
fake smiles in the public, but the soul still wrecked
wounds wrapped up in designer specs
sick of prayin’, sick of tryin’
sick of thinkin’ love gon’ fix my dyin’
every time i fall in that hole, bro
i wipe my mouth, look up, and say, “there you go”
[chorus]
yeah, b~tch, there you go — back to that same ol’ hole
sniffin’ regret like blow, actin’ like you in control
yeah, b~tch, there you go — lies wrapped up in a bow
tellin’ the world you healed while dyin’ slow
yeah, b~tch, there you go — veins full of fake~ass hope
mirror cracked, but you pose like it’s a vogue
yeah, b~tch, there you go — can’t change, you sold your soul
bleed on the beat just to feel whole
[verse 2]
yeah, there you go again, twitchin’ in the sheets
hallucinate voices while the demons feast
jack in the box with a bottle of jack
panic attack got me doin’ jumping jacks on my back
f~ck therapy, it ain’t talkin’ like my pen do
that pad know more than my friends do
judge me, hate me, paint me sick
but i was born from a broken crucifix
nailed to my trauma, drunk off drama
texts from my ex read like scripts from karma
ain’t no peace in a pill case, trust me
i danced with the devil and he tried to f~ck me
sick of these gimmicks, industry fakes
rappers on lean while their spirit breaks
i don’t wanna be numb, i wanna feel sh~t
even if feelin’ means i bleed from the guilt trip
i swear i tried, but i lie like a vet
told my girl “i’m clean,” but i’m high on regret
flushed one pill, but i saved three more
that’s the math of a man who ain’t sure
staring in the mirror sayin’, “go real slow”
but i hit that line hard like, “there you go”
meds in my system like code in my syntax
laughin’ at therapists, flippin’ off syntax
used to beg god, now i’m ghostin’ his calls
got the devil on hold while i sharpen my flaws
voices in static, i channel ’em clear
told me jump off the edge — said “f~ck it,” i steered
i’m a hostage in flesh, with a smile i borrow
yesterday’s sins sold to tomorrow
pop a tab, see my trauma dance in color
ain’t no savior when you raised in the gutter
cryin’ in silence, screamin’ in laughs
i ain’t broke, i just split down two different paths
there u go again—same psycho, new mask
[chorus]
yeah, b~tch, there you go — back to that same ol’ hole
sniffin’ regret like blow, actin’ like you in control
yeah, b~tch, there you go — lies wrapped up in a bow
tellin’ the world you healed while dyin’ slow
yeah, b~tch, there you go — veins full of fake~ass hope
mirror cracked, but you pose like it’s a vogue
yeah, b~tch, there you go — can’t change, you sold your soul
bleed on the beat just to feel whole
[interlude/skit]
look at you, f~cking pathetic…
all that clean time, going down to the sink time, huh, b~tch?
you promised her you’d stop
(~laughs~)
twelve steps forward, thirteen noodles back
bet they think you strong too, huh
posting quotes, smiling wide, preaching ’bout hope…
man you ain’t even real in you own mirror
(~slam~)
you ain’t sober. you just paused, motherf~cker
soon as that pain creeps in, you fiendin’ again
and you like it. admit it
this chaos? this h~llhole?
it’s the only thing that makes you alive, b~tch (there you go…)
nah…. not again
i can’t~i~i~i can’t go back….
(~silence~)
but maybe i never left……
[verse 3]
yeah, there u go again, preachin’ like a priest
but you coked out, foamin’ like a beast
talkin’ ‘bout god like he ain’t heard you curse
but you still raise h~ll in your sunday shirt
back in the day i was battlin’ crowds
now i’m battlin’ urges and funeral shrouds
everything’s loud when your brain’s off meds
even silence screamin’ inside your head
i write pain in cursive, dark and vicious
ink bleeds out like open stitches
i ain’t clean, i’m just paused for a minute
loadin’ the chamber while the blade still in it
i lost too much, can’t fake like i’m fine
so i let that beast crawl up my spine
mom say i changed, yeah i did i’m colder
eyes like ash, heart turnin’ older
laughed at death but he laughed back louder
now i sip fear with a line of powder
sayin’ i’m good, but my soul like, “nope,”
broke as a joke and the punchline’s dope
it’s a horror film, but i’m the star of the show
and every time i relapse, i just whisper… “there you go”
i relapse like rituals, back in the pitiful
lyin’ to momma like “i’m fine, it’s minimal.”
numb to the pinnacle, pain ain’t clinical
heart so cynical, soul inhospitable
burnt every bridge like a pyro on adderall
dreams turn to ashes, i snort ’em like animals
chewin’ on xanax and prayin’ for silence
talkin’ to demons and makin’ alliances
bible in hand, needle in arm
dead in the eyes but i smile so calm
mirror lookin’ back like “you like this harm?”
like who needs love when you self~disarm?
i’ve been twitchin’ for peace but i don’t feel sh~t
so i sit with a blade like it’s my therapist
every cut’s a confession, every track is a scream
i ain’t sleep in a year — still trapped in this dream
there you go…
[chorus]
yeah, b~tch, there you go — back to that same ol’ hole
sniffin’ regret like blow, actin’ like you in control
yeah, b~tch, there you go — lies wrapped up in a bow
tellin’ the world you healed while dyin’ slow
yeah, b~tch, there you go — veins full of fake~ass hope
mirror cracked, but you pose like it’s a vogue
yeah, b~tch, there you go — can’t change, you sold your soul
bleed on the beat just to feel whole
[interlude/skit]
i used to think pain was punishment
now i think it’s all i ever trusted
no rehab, no prayer, no love ever stuck
but that bottle?
that razor?
that hit?
they always came back
even she left
even god left
look at you now…
you ain’t human
you ain’t clean
you ain’t healed
(~punches the glass~)
(there you go…)
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