lirik lagu nick kopel - progression
[verse 1]
decide to take initiation and learn patience
got so lost in lesson i feel like i made it
hate it when i realize where all that time went
something worth more than a dollar spent
i’d repent parallel me for simply not seeing what’s in front of me
calling me to come home
come back
cut my slack
i don’t give a f~ck if i limp when i walk
we got sh~t to unpack
problems abstract as they tracked to terror
i am a worthy contender
and not even continuity can explain my continuity
when i accept my community within and external
murmur the truth and unlock the kernel
sweating as i try to remember why i’m here
peace and enlightenment don’t coexist i feel
only kinda
i got sh~ll shock from understanding why
i waited on the other side of the door
where my sweatshirt was the lock
realized they could see my feet and stay in bed
that’s why the knife on the nightstand
i knew i had no hand in faith when two chaos’s mix like two stars meeting fate
except not as beautiful
they sent the trajectory themselves
and their offspring isn’t as suitable to loud noises
hopeless fuel sipped like a tasty poison
i poise and try to free my hand
breaking my cycle that acknowledgment of why i’m bare
is my own doing and the uncertainty of security
even in your own home
start to stack it
just for her to take it and smoke it to the dome
i don’t know
about as much as fit in the piggy bank i had at the time
i guess the sheets would have been better in due time
maybe persuade the thought i actually gave a sh~t instead of just counting how many times i could effortlessly dig my ditch
keep it landlocked and 6 feet deep
whatever keeps it cheap
rather watch as nature takes me
then smell wood eternally
can’t imagine any other would be much better
if i could write a letter to younger me
i’d say
[verse 2]
take those days where you did nothing and do it again
a billion times til you 18 and use for every inch instead
maybe i would have been dead or over my head
but just like they said
it means nothing when you done nothing
commit to music or coding
both will come
at this time i wouldn’t have done anything else
she had you under her thumb
and barley lifted it as she fed you a crumb
sometimes it was better and sometimes it was worse
i’d say it’s a woman trying her best that can never fix her hurt
and you have it too
it’s the depression that comes through
and tries to tell you
to leave this situation at all costs
where we going is how you hear this with thought
learned enough that you can be taught
maybe i would have k!lled him
if he hadn’t drugged me
hope you experienced what i did but the alternative was melting
all due to being a good kid
i’ll never ask where your smile is again
but i got a friend
that could use your help
your hope that i felt
harness it and grow your wealth
watch your health
know that it can’t happen again and there’s worse places to end up than the shelf
i’d fold if the same hand was dealt
i hope to offer whatever you need to stand tall and do as i felt
i wouldn’t change sh~t about my stealth
don’t let parent neglect control you like i did
get over it
it hurts and it will
they still around and at~least they don’t yell like they used to
we’re just supposed to know now
and we still don’t have a clue
so i hope when it comes time
you choose a better question to ask when the gods are
behind your back
hand on shoulder
waiting to guide you
she can’t be helped
and she does get better with time
make your climb and keep that head up
i know why we stayed reserved
do it more
bore yourself to death and find your core without empathy
continue to do it though
just work on being empty
we still would have had her in our 20’s and probably life
we f~cked up and not much can make it right
just do better
honestly i wouldn’t see an issue if you got this letter
instead i just hope it helps next
perplexed how i could be loved and shoved to the bottom
at any convenience
only brought up again when needed
i guess i did it myself to be treated this way
a living ghost making it through each day
possessing the computer because i died
without saying what i have to say
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