lirik lagu nghtswmmrs - ctrl
i hold my head up high
the pounding deep inside
echoing through my eyes
i see my worlds collide
feels just like outer sp~ce
i can’t forget your face
it’s even in the sky
i sit here wondering why
my body levitates
the room just circulates
i can’t lie this feels great
i’m giving into pleasure
now this drug inside
begins to creep behind
these walls i built so high
this is a desperate measure
i must be losing all control
the glass comes to my lips
i take another sip
my veins, they catch thеir grip
my brain, it starts to slip
i think of better times
i sit hеre wondering why
my eyes are open wide
but you’re not by my side
my body’s sinking now
dirt and mind on the ground
i revel in the fold
i thrive in the surrender
but when it sinks too deep
i’m on the brink of sleep
then darkness starts to creep
and f~ck, the room is spinning
i must be losing all control
my mind is a hive that tries so hard
to hide the kind of guy that i am in~
side to side and up and down, left, right
where’s the pride in prime that used to fill my eyes
everything that i’m told and shown
reserves a home, pushes out anything that doesn’t leave me out alone
i think of you, and i sink with a view
of what i want when i’m not high, what’s true?
is it really you? the idea of you? the mere existence of a life as two?
and i’m kidding myself, k!lling myself, picking, ticking, ripping, tripping, kicking myself
to find a way to go on without missing you, needing a fix, a puff, a hit, the booze
to keep my mind from running away
and keep my life from hitting snooze
i’m holding on to everything with everything i have
i’m sinking to the ground and hoping it won’t be too bad
my palms are getting sweaty and my knuckles turning white
now i will do anything just so i can stay alive
intoxication, emanc~p~tion
you by my side was my sole liberation
but now i’m alone and need new regulation
losing control is my new motivation
i must be
i must be
i must be
losing all control
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