lirik lagu necurat - nocturnal ritual
wake up from this nightmare
wake up to escape my
uncontrolled subconscious
until reality hits me again
i can still hear the demon whisper
i am not pure enough, not worth living
my only purpuse is to fulfill his needs
the one who should shield my fragile soul
hurts me the most
the scars on my body telling a story of
absolute self~loathing
no ups and downs
my life was shaped by the black abyss
where my soul should be
was it my own fault?
have i provoked these actions?
i can still hear the demon whisper
i am not pure enough, not worth living
my only purpuse is to fulfill his needs
the one who should shield my fragile soul
hurts me the most
in the pitch black i hear his voice again:
hush, hush, little one don’t make a sound
we don’t want the others to know
it’s a game just for the two of us
i know you want this too
do not deny the fun we had last time
my tears hit the pillow as the nocturnal ritual starts
minutes feel like hours while i sacrifice myself
to the devil in disguise ~ i am the perfect victim
for the wolves close to paradise
my mind is broken how can i trust again
when my protectors are to blame for my pain
in moments of joy i see the demons face
to remind me of my worthlessness
maybe i could have been saved
but i am used to not being noticed
maybe i am invisible to them
and the devil is the only one who saw my beauty
i can still hear the demon whisper
i am not pure enough, not worth living
i drill a hole in my head to drain my brain from his words
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