lirik lagu nearian - running from the past
[intro]
you ever feel like…
no matter how hard you try, you just keep messing up?
like, i tell myself i’m doing better
i tell everyone else i’m doing better…
but if i gotta keep saying it…
maybe it’s not true
[verse]
i been goin through some changes, pushin everyone away
built a house outta love, now it’s ashes in the rain
last night there was an earthquake, shook the pictures off the wall
just like everything we built, guess it crumbled after all
i been talkin to the mirror, tryna find the man i knew
but the cracks in my reflection show a truth i can’t undo
keep my hands out the fire, but the ashes stain my skin
every time i take a step, i get pulled right back again
[chorus]
and i keep fighting all my demons, but they swingin’ back again
every day i’m acting crazy, but i’m afraid to lose my friends
tell me, do you see the cracks, in everything i do
am i holding on to lies or just afraid to face the truth
i been runnin from the past, but the past runs faster
every road that i take, leads me straight to disaster
try to be a good person, but the poison’s in my veins
self~sabotage the love, so they never see the pain
[verse]
yeah i’m lookin at the wreckage, ghosts of everything i had
every picture in my mind is now a memory gone bad
built my walls too high, thought i’d keep the monsters out
but i trapped myself inside, now the silence way too loud
used to dream about redemption, now i dream in black and white
all the colors slowly faded, every wrong still feelin’ right
i could beg ’em all to stay, but i know how this will end
so i love them from a distance, like a shadow in the wind
[chorus]
and i stopped running from my demons, guess they’re all i really know
tried to find my way to heaven, but the flames won’t let me go
tell me, do you see the cracks, in everything i do
or did the dark rewrite my story, ’til the ending felt like truth
i been runnin from the past, but the past runs faster
every road that i take, leads me straight to disaster
try to be a good person, but the poison’s in my veins
self~sabotage the love, so they never see the pain
[outro]
i been goin through some changes, pushin everyone away
all i ever meant was love, but the darkness made me stray
if you ever hear my name, do you whisper it in vain
or do you close your eyes, and pray i find myself someday?
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