lirik lagu nathan nzanga - seeds
(chorus)
i am
becoming every single thing i promised i would never be
and i am
always in denial, wondering if one day i’ll ever see that
i can
stop making excuses regardless of how the pressure seems
it seems
(verse)
struggling to find the gap of who i am and who i’m tryna be
struggle to convince my mama that i still got time to see
“nathan whatchu tryna do? what school’s is you applying to?”
honestly, i’m not even convinced that college is the move
through these beats, i feel the groove
survive all the verses
curses
i’m nervous
can’t deserve this
the few souls that have heard have heard this
clinging i’m a rapper
makes me a stereotypical black boy
who ain’t athletic so he had to settle with that rap noise
cause you a real n-gg-
unless you wanna be an oreo
he wasn’t made for other things
cause that’s just how the story goes
ain’t doin’ what they doin’
so i couldn’t be black
preconceived ident-ties just to hold ourselves back
d-mn i’m wack
life is cr-p
they won’t clap
i feel trapped
pretty rattled by my future
and a h-ll on my past
and they like
“nathan just do you”
and i’m sure that’s a great plan
but how am i supposed to do me when i don’t know who i am
(chorus)
i am
becoming every single thing i promised i would never be
and i am
always in denial, wondering if one day i’ll ever see that
i can
stop making excuses regardless of how the pressure seems (x2)
his minds a mess
so plant these seeds
that’s the way to live
(verse)
“hey, nathan! just had a revelation
you’ve been havin’ conversations ’bout decisions you been makin’
and not to be cold but this is getting kinda old
throwing doubt up in your should’
when all you got is gold
your minds the biggest trap in the world and it stinks
cause everything you do causes you to overthink
thoughts of positivity
quit the negative reb-ttals
you convince yourself you’re sick
and when you’re standin’ in a puddle
i know that life’s a puzzle
i know you got your struggles
keep goin’ through your struggles
you be growing through your struggles
i promise you gon’ make it
i know that you gon’ live
forget the ‘i ain’t’
the ‘i can’t’
just let yourself win
go ‘head and let yourself live
go ‘head and let yourself be
there ain’t a man out there like you
you gotta let yourself free
forget the lies and sh-t ’bout why you won’t succeed
you got your will
you got your life
you got your love
you got your seeds
you’ll say, “i am
way better than i say i is and
i am done treating myself like this and
i won’t be my own antagonist
in any situation you know i made a plan for this
oh god he got a plan for this
god he got a plan for this
god he got a plan for this”
ima keep on going and giving
and keep on growing and growing
got some seeds, plant some trees
it’s just me i’ll be showing like
yeah yeah yeah yeah
mmm-mmm
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