lirik lagu n1ghtm4re - forever is a long time
[verse 1]
held down by my own thoughts, while i scream into my pillow case
never thought i would feel this way, never thought i would be in this place
thought i was pretty open, now i mask it not just on my face
i can’t sit still for too long, ‘cuz my thoughts are in a constant race
sometimes i think too fast, i gotta’ get myself at pace
sometimes i think i get lost in all the dreams i chase
try to kick those out, but it’s not something you can replace
this isn’t math class, it’s not something i can erase
i can’t relate to other my mind is in a different state
and i’m not talking california, i haven’t bought my estate
tell myself i’m gonna’ make it, counting figures that are eight
show up to the function just a couple hours late but
it’s socially acceptable ‘cuz of the sh~t that i make
we came to a compromise, it’s give~and~take
if i make it that there’s gonna’ be more at stake
i’m not just doing it for myself, now i’m doing it for his sake
[verse 2]
i got a question for myself, what does nothing really look like?
there’s gotta’ be something other than darkness by the book, right?
just close one eye like it’s night night
what do you see through it, not even white light?
i guess that’s just what nothing looks like
i’m not okay with something that i don’t understand
like when a women you love sleeps with another man
in that old ragged van, with the non~working fan
what does forever really look like when everything has an end?
heartbreak or despair, this sh~t is never really fair
falling in love is only for people who care
i’m aware of the air we shared and that love is rare
but why does it hurt so much that i need some repair?
i hope for my happiness, i put it inside a prayer
but what if there’s nothing or there’s no hope to spare?
those are apples to oranges, you can’t even compare
but i mask all the sadness with the hope that i wear
what is forever to someone who doesn’t even care?
who can live their life fine until they run outta’ air
who isn’t troubled by the thoughts that are stuck in their hair
and doesn’t see the end when they look every where
i get anxious when i get conscious of my breathing air
it reminds me that one day we’ll have no more to spare
there’s no way to prepare, just sit back and act unaware
until you break down, and all the people start to stare
[verse 3]
got me stuck in my room, this sh~t is like a disease
couldn’t see the bigger picture but i still said cheese
i was at my wits ends, it had me down on my knees
you took advantage of me, like it was your expertise
i’ve always been this way, just like the plants and the trees
but when i’m all alone i can’t comprehend these things
we’ve been put on this earth just to live and breath
then get it taken away, i can’t pretend like it’s nothing
i can’t say that im fine cuz that would just be frontin’
so i drown all my sorrows, and i just keep runnin’
should i put this gun to my throat, just so i could feel somethin’
i bet you never saw that coming
‘cuz i just put a smile on my face, and act like there’s nothing
i got this pain in my head, and it just keep thumping
but i’m just going insane, look at what i’m becoming
[outro]
oh, sh~t f~ck, i got a party to go to
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