lirik lagu my bad - why didn't you?
step inside, this is my confession
i wore a smile like a mask just to dodge the questions
grew up thinking pain was just a life lesson
but all it taught me was to numb every d~mn expression
tell me, do i deserve this aching?
i’m a storm with skin that barely stops the shaking
if i vanished tonight, would anyone be breaking?
or would they say, “he was lazy ~ just always faking”?
why didn’t you hold me when i said i’m breaking?
why didn’t you see me when i stood there shaking?
why didn’t you listen when i said i’m through?
you looked me in the еyes and asked, “why didn’t you?”
why didn’t you stop me whеn the dark got near?
why didn’t you fight for me to still be here?
i begged for help ~ and all you could do…
was ask me, “why didn’t you?”
i speak my truth but it’s twisted again
like silence would’ve hurt me less than the weight of their grin
they say, “you’re fine, you’re just lazy, snap out of the phase,”
but they ain’t seen the nights i begged just to f~cking feel okay
every cry for help is met with rolled eyes
like my darkness is a burden that they cannot justify
i learned to lock my feelings behind a forceful smile
’cause opening up just puts me on trial
ten times i stood on that edge, maybe more
staring down the silence, begging not to feel anymore
something always pulled my from the flame or the fall
but it was never you ~ you ignored my calls
i said, “i just want to die,” you barely blinked your eyes
just whispered, “why didn’t you?” and let the moment die
tell me how i’m mean to heal when love sounds like blame
when the one who should’ve held me only handed me shame?
why didn’t you hold me when i said i’m breaking?
why didn’t you see me when i stood there shaking?
why didn’t you listen when i said i’m through?
you looked me in the eyes and asked, “why didn’t you?”
why didn’t you stop me when the dark got near?
why didn’t you fight for me to still be here?
i begged for help ~ and all you could do…
was ask me, “why didn’t you?”
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