lirik lagu mozardell jean-noel - suicide doors
[intro: hannah baker]
i hope you’re ready because i’m about to tell you the story of my life
and more specifically, why it ended
and, if you’re listening to these tapes, you’re one of the reasons why
[chorus: mozardell]
its okay
this might be the day i die and its okay
and i ain’t even trippin ella mai
cause if i die at least i finally got the chance to get away
from all this sh~t that i been feeling that i’ll prolly never say
so i just hide behind my high until i find a better way
don’t ignore the signs when they be right in front ya face
and start to cry when i decide to take a shot at my escape, unh
[verse 1: mozardell]
dancing with the devil this his favorite song
i ain’t sell my soul for nothin please don’t take this wrong
my salvation gone can’t replace a sacred bond
last time i got on my knees i chose to eat a wasted blonde
i’m conflicted, drug addicted, sick and twisted
this year all a n~gga want for christmas is some big forgiveness
no ones business
who i’m doin, how i’m livin’, just how much i’m sinnin’
n~ggas judgin man that sh~t a given
gotta keep it stealth
all them years of therapy ain’t help my mental health
keep it to myself cause they won’t ever understand
and i don’t know if i dont want em to or they just never can
and so my go to when i’m stressin’ is some p~ssy, p~rn, or percocet
and if i’m still awake that mean it ain’t fulfil its purpose yet
living everyday and still ain’t figure out my purpose yet
and life without no purpose something i consider worse than death
smokin’ inna rain
alexander w~ng i got brand name strains
demons gettin slain
borderline insane
n~ggas tell me i need help and i say straight up like la flame
i like sittin’ in the dark and sippin on some even darker sh~t
i keep myself apart from all these n~ggas, don’t need partnerships
cause i ain’t got no heart i burn these bridges on some arson sh~t
cause i be feelin’ different round these n~ggas on some martian sh~t
but i just want a chance nothin more
crying out for help and ain’t get nothin’ but ignored
no one ever listens til you bleedin onna floor or your thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
[bridge: mozardell]
thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
[chorus: mozardell]
its okay
this might be the day i die and its okay
and i ain’t even trippin ella mai
cause if i die at least i finally got the chance to get away
from all this sh~t that i been feeling that i’ll prolly never say
so i just hide behind my high until i find a better way
don’t ignore the signs when they be right in front ya face
and start to cry when i decide to take a shot at my escape, unh
[verse 2: mozardell]
poppin all these pills
i can’t skip a dose and if i do i get the chills
late on all my bills
credit score f~cked
and my girl just told me she don’t love me anymore, f~ck
all this goin down and i can’t get up out da bed
i got a gray depression cloud that’s hangin right on top my head
and i can’t shake it so i take another addy to the head
and pray that sh~t’ll get me focused but it hold me down instead, godd~mn
been like this for bout a month or two
happens every year i swear this sh~t ain’t even nothin new
mama prayin’ for me asking god to tell her what to do
my n~ggas like whats up with you and i respond like nothin’ dude
i don’t need no help i solve my problems on my own
i fight the darkness with a blunt and half a bottle of patron
to silence all them evil thoughts that manifest when im alone
before i try to find a glock and blow em right up out my dome
i can’t help you out girl i got my problems of my own
leave my ass alone and take my number out ya phone
i won’t ever listen til i’m bleedin’ onna floor or my thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
[bridge: mozardell]
thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
thoughts of suicide turn to suicide doors
[outro: mozardell]
its okay
this might be the day i die and its okay
its okay
this might be the day i die and its okay
its okay
this might be the day i die and its okay
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