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lirik lagu morose sandwich - 20

[part i]

[intro]
oh, oh
yeah

[verse]
i just wanted to feel okay for once
i just wanted to feel normal for once
all i wanted was to see your face
there’s nothing else that i see in my mind
but it’s done now
and i need it to be done
i need it to be done
i need that so badly
i need it to be done
and i’m 20 now
20 years old is so young
and so old
and i haven’t done anything
and i can’t do anything
why am i here?
where is this place?
i just wanted to be myself for once
i just wanted to be someone else for once
or be someone else’s for once
but i’m so done
i’m so done
i’m so done
[part ii]

[intro]
brr!

[verse]
b~tch i was born on the 27th january 2005, but i wasn’t alive
‘cause it seemed to me like i needed to k!ll someone else, like somebody else gotta die
i’m not sorry i did it, ‘cause it was my business, i’m sorry to mama for making her cry
i’m not sorry i did it, ‘cause it was my business, i cried ten times more and that isn’t a lie
but i’m 20 now, i’m in 2025
yeah imma keep going i promise i’ll try
i was 15 when i k!lled the person i was
i was closing myself off but opening doors
and i still feel so closed off, i can’t even talk
if i have to say something, i’ll shout at the top of my voice
i stole my name, but b~tch i don’t regret it
b~tch, i am a girl, now please give me my credit
i was born at 15, don’t you forget it
it wasn’t my life before i came and said it
i’m travelling places i’m peripatetic
but staying online just to give you a lesson
i was 16 when i started college
and on the first day at the station met oli
and they were good people like d~mn it was jolly
but maybe bad influences yeah i acknowledge
in farnborough i met all the best of my friends
and we made a few tracks and b~tch they were all gems
hanging out in the smokers or the sun again
and again and again and again and again
‘cause i didn’t know anyone before i started
a time to reset, no more guarded
i was 17 i met the hookers and them
at the end of first year we started being friends
and they’d all known each other since they were like 10
but i slotted in b~tch i did it again
on the train i met bea and she’d be my girlfriend
didn’t think i’d be comfortable being in bed
with my clothes off or loving someone to the end
and it’s all ended now but it was for the best
i thought i was unlovable, tryna defend my emotions
but i want love i can’t pretend
i was 18 when i made the move to madrid
it was my dad’s idea, i just did what he did
and i worked in a school and i made a few quid
and i had a good timetable, had a good grid
and my parents they’ve always thought i was the sh~t
but i worry sometimes that i’m not independent
i need so much help man i’m still a dependent
i’ll always be grateful to be their descendant
i still wish i never was born
but i have to live now, no i can’t make them mourn, and that’s true
i was 19 when i started feeling alive
i was numb for a bit but i had just had to find all the people who’d fill all the sp~ce in my mind
i got closer to sam, he’s a best friend of mine
and then i met fernando, a best friend of mine
and we worked in the school together did the grind
then we’d head back to his and we’d drink all the beers
and we’d play all the fifa until it was time for me to go
and other nights sam and i
drinking beers, chatting and walking i started to climb
i was 19 when i moved to liverpool
first day i met some people i’m still talking to
third day i met some more people, and merging groups
life started getting more busy more physical
i met a girl, harvey said she looked biblical
rushed it too much, it’s a niamh morris typical
thought about her for four months ‘til i finally realised it wasn’t gon’ happen, i had to be cynical
i just want love and a person, a girlfriend
and i’ve seen some people but i just want perfect
i get on the track and i know that i’m perfect
leeks in the boat with gslice was the first yet
it wasn’t good i was thinking so what’s next
then we made touch fist, it wasn’t so complex
now we’re making a hit every day of the week
and we’re touring round liverpool, all my friends peak
they adore this place, i feel whenever they speak
and i do like this city, but it isn’t me
it won’t compare to madrid and that makes me upset
but i know i’ll miss all this so much when i’ve left
now i’m 20 i’m feeling so comfortable
i’m in crown place and we live in a bubble
we’re all staying safe, we don’t get into trouble
most nights stay up ‘til 2am like a double
i like all the things that i hear and i feel
i like the things that i tell everyone here
i like all the things that i say when i’m home
i’m here for my friends irl, on the phone
i’ve got people around, i don’t want’ be alone
and there’s love that’s inside of my every bone
now i’m 20 i’m feeling uncomfortable
i love crown place but i don’t want a bubble
i hate all these people that’s giving me trouble
i hate that i’m living my life on a double
i hate that i hide all the things that i feel
i hate that i lie to the people that’s here
i hate that i lie to the people back home
and i can’t stay in contact, always on my phone
but i can’t send a message back leave me alone
there’s a problem inside of my every bone
i’ll be 21 i want to see where my life goes
think ‘bout the future and think ‘bout my life goals
while those people i hate that’s in a and the people from home that i trusted continue to go
my first name is niamh and my middle name rose
don’t know who i am, i’ve been dealt all these blows
i don’t feel like i’m present anywhere i go
and i’ll never be satisfied, deep down i know
that i’ll struggle the rest of my life
and i will hate this body, something has to change
i can take all these meds but it won’t really change
i can do plastic surgery, won’t really change
i can move ‘round the world but it won’t really change
i can blow myself up but it won’t really change
‘cause the fact i was born it just fills me with rage
‘cause i didn’t wan’ be here in front of this stage
and i’m kept in this body that i call a cage
b~tch, i’m ripping the whole book, f~ck turning the page
‘cause these thoughts in my mind are there every day
there’s no colour, the only things i see are grey
don’t believe in no god, if i did i would pray
but they’d probably hate me, all i see is hate
how’d you say that you love me, now you aren’t my mate?
how’d you say that you know me, you don’t know my fate
and i can’t f~cking talk, i can’t communicate
i just put on a face until i’m gonna break
i thought it would change by now, it hasn’t changed
i thought it would change by now, it hasn’t changed
i thought it would change by now, it hasn’t changed
i thought it would change by now, it hasn’t changed

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