lirik lagu mission infect - anxiety
[verse 1: malaria]
yo, they say i’m too high strung
guns hidden throughout my house like the apocalypse has come
ready, aim, fire, i got fifteen in the clip
locking all my windows cause i am paranoid as sh~t
so, when you see me at a show, when i come off as a d~ck it’s cause my mind is on the go
planning my escape in case some sh~t goes down in the club
that stool looks like a weapon if your push comes to shove
i’ll take that jack and coke mixed drink, smash ’em like these sixteens
i’ve been k!lling sh~t since abe and zelda was the new thing
self~diagnosed, it’s all googlе and good
they say “don’t think about it”, don’t you think i would if i could
f~ck the small talk, keep walking, get thе h~ll out my zone
i feel uncomfortable in public when i’m out on my own
i ain’t afraid of people, i’m afraid of what i might do
so i just keep to myself, locked away in this room
[chorus: dubbs]
this voice inside of me, it’s the anxiety
i can’t get it out of my head
all that i strive to be feels like a lie to me
poisoned by the message i’m fed
[verse 2: dubbs]
yo, you’ll never be good enough, you’re not one of us
not running amok, you’re not top~gunning bruh
not plotting the hot sh~t, not dropping that gossip
you’re out of time, the clock’s stopping the process
f~ck off, i’m not trying to bump heads with you
just cause i usually do everything you said to do
doesn’t mean that you own me, seeing me on my own feet
leading you to believe that you can feed and control me
hoe please, i’m leaving you behind when you go sleep
oh geez this motherf~cker thinks he go leave
like i won’t be back in ’em in a minute, so slowly
and creep inside his mind and just continue controlling
i’m ’bout to put a f~cking end to this
try it, you won’t win
why you so mad at me? you ain’t got love for an old friend?
just doing what i’m sent to do dude
but listen buddy, if i pull this f~cking trigger that’s the end of you too
[chorus: dubbs]
this voice inside of me, it’s the anxiety
i can’t get it out of my head
all that i strive to be feels like a lie to me
poisoned by the message i’m fed
[verse 3: grewsum]
why is everybody laughing at me?
they might not actually do it to me but that’s what it seems
i feel they eyes on me, got me ’bout to snap like a freak
no understanding my condition, now i can’t even breathe
there’s no examining this one, i’m like an animal, tease me
i’ma spaz on you b~tches and knock you back in your seats
see, if we happen to meet and we don’t have any beef
it doesn’t guarantee a thing when my anxiety peaks
i’d rather be left alone, rarely go out and do sh~t
that’s why you never see me in those infect group pics
i’m a hermit but the fact is that it’s worth it to my sanity
i only hang with people if that person is like family
otherwise things could go awry and start damaging
the only shred of sanity left up in my anatomy
the therapy i had can be seen quickly unraveling
at that extreme i lose control of everything that’s happening and give in to
[chorus: dubbs]
this voice inside of me, it’s the anxiety
i can’t get it out of my head
all that i strive to be feels like a lie to me
poisoned by the message i’m fed
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