lirik lagu messiah - raped bodies
father and mother divorced as i began the school in hamilton
we had the same problem every night with daddy’s addiction
violence and drunkeness reigned his every day and made us down
i felt really distraught as he finally left our home
the time after was difficult, i felt rather unnerved
because of my ugly appearance, they treated me like a fool
a misfit, i was derided by the girls of our school
i reached the height of my mental quandary
more and more i shied away and went my lonely way
the time of retaliation will come
fear, pain, torment
they will come
admiration, worship
they will treat me like a god
to talk with my schoolmates about girls was an abomination
possessing a girl was my biggest s-xual imagination
i had realized that this idea could never be reality
dazzled through my s-xual l-st i planned many different stra-
tegies
i possessed no bad conscience only one aim in my eyes
the act of cruelty considered the last details in my mind
a long time to wait for the sunset and the sacrifice made me
blind
she was my number one girl, young with her long fair hair
i struck her and dragged her body to the thicket where i raped
her
at this moment you were my girl and my dream was reality
she saw my face, there was no other choice but to kill her
only now i had understood what i had done
i left the scene of the crime quickly and went home
i can’t live with the thoughts that i killed a young girl
this was my past but i’m not proud about now
although i killed a girl, they couldn’t give me a life senten-
ce
after one year in the youth custody unit i will be free
fortunately we all live in a cracked system where you can kill
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