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lirik lagu merkules feat. rittz & savannah dexter - better myself

i can′t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end

and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

i can′t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

yeah, i got a plan to make a lot of changes
but it’s harder to breathe when your heart is racin′
i′ve been caught up in constant contemplation
that sh~t’s not a phase, it′s too complicated
can’t concentrate when the cuts get deeper
if i were you, i wouldn′t love me either
my problem is i’m too f~ckin′ eager
i got a taste of revenge and there’s nothing sweeter

so i’m numbin′ the pain with another substance
till i lose balance and my blood is rusted
just another f~ck up p~ss drunk in public
they don′t trust me at all, like i’m up to somethin′
like, why can’t they ever hear me screamin′
the preacher told me i might need jesus
trapped in my head till i find some freedom
it feels like i’m some sort of evil g~nius

please don′t talk to me ’cause i don’t want to be bothered
and i can′t fall asleep, i′m busy fighting these monsters
why’s it so hard to breathe, somebody call me a doctor
i think i′m goin’ f~ckin′ bonkers, yeah

i can’t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i′m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

i can’t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

think i′m addicted to bad news
everyone i love ends up bein′ stab wounds
maybe they did what they had to
i’m better off alone or give me liquor and tattoos
i feel like nothin′ takes the stress away (stress away)

this bible’s promise send me better days (better days)
i give in my chest and i get led astray
so f~ck these promises i said i′d never break
i pray for peace, yet i prepare for war
i’m 24, but these tears could fill a reservoir
you b~tches think you know me, you don′t
throw a hundred million stones trying to break me, you won’t (break me, you won’t)

i can′t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i′m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

look, i thought i quit doin’ dope for good
been smokin′ cones of wood ’cause i
i′m really wishin’ i was drunk
i′ve become accustomed to the sober life
overnight, took a year and nine months

like it don’t mean sh~t
every time the phone ring, get told to shut the f~ck up
and cussed by the one i love but she don’t want no contact
the sheriff gonna come and lock me up for just that
just asked my doctor for klonopin
he′s always on a mission tryna get me took off pills

he don′t wanna write a script and get in trouble
when it’s obvious there′s something that i’m hooked on still
i told him “look doc, look i′m chill
drunk a half a bottle earlier and i don’t even look off keel”
i just stood on still so much xanax in my
body like i′m runnin’ on a football field
i just wanna better myself

mama said i know you got your life temporarily taken away
but livin’ here is better than jail
then the minute she said it, i felt like k!llin′ myself
i don′t look in no mirror, i don’t step on no scale
i′m so god~d~mn fat, god~d~mn johnny
ain’t no god~d~mn money
every god~d~mn body, what you found that funny
your heaven′s my h~ll

i can’t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i′m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

i can’t get ahead of myself (myself)
i should try and better myself (myself)
but i’m drowning in the deep end
and it feels like no one sees it
someone, please give me a reason i should stay

- lirik lagu merkules feat rittz savannah dexter

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