lirik lagu menacide - end of my rope
(intro)
dear mom
dear mom and dad
dear family
(chorus) x2
yo this life is tough, right now feel like i’ve had enough
so tired of being fed up and livin’ rough
so many problems that i can’t even cope
lord, i’m ready to die, i’m at the end of my rope
(verse 1)
dear family, i apologize for the pain
but lately ithere’s been a lot of stress on my brain
i try like h-ll but still i can’t maintain
this lifestyle that i lead has got me goin’ insane
i know for 20 some years, i’ve done caused a lot of drama
but i mean it with my heart, i never meant to hurt you momma
that’s why i got a loaded pistol sittin’ next to me
and when i’m through with this letter, there’ll be nothin’ left of me
now try to picture that, a life without me around
no more family arguements, just me beneath the ground
i know it sounds crazy, but there’ll be no more trouble
no more wonderin’ if i’ma make it out the struggle
i just wanna die peacefully without the hesitation
so don’t try to give me mouth to mouth resuscitation
just let my soul rest and leave my body on the floor
and pray that god forgives me when i get to heaven’s door
(chorus) x2
yo this life is tough, right now feel like i’ve had enough
so tired of being fed up and livin’ rough
so many problems that i can’t even cope
lord, i’m ready to die, i’m at the end of my rope
(verse 2)
i said it once before, what is life without a purpose?
and the way things is goin’ lately i’m feelin worthless
this life is like a circus and we all just clowns
runnin’ ’round with makeup on tryn to cover these frowns
i can’t get up when i’m down lord, but you help me keep the faith
helpe me keep my head up, and keep me safe when i awake
this life i can’t take, memories are hauntin’ me
everytime i close my eyes, suicide is callin’ me
you know i love you momma, but i can’t take it when you scream
why must you get me p-ssed and make me say sh-t i don’t mean
sh-t i don’t mean to scream when we get p-ssed and disagree
when all i ever wanted was for you to listen to me
i pray all the time this situation gets better
but by the time you read this letter, i’ll be outta here forever
my body be at ease to rest in peace and go to sleep
and spread my ashes all across these ghetto streets
(chorus) x2
yo this life is tough, right now feel like i’ve had enough
so tired of being fed up and livin’ rough
so many problems that i can’t even cope
lord, i’m ready to die, i’m at the end of my rope
(verse 3)
i have this pistol in my hand just contemplating all the reasons
exonerating demons in my head that got me screamin’
i wish that i was dreamin’, with it wasn’t so bad
i wish i wasn’t so sad, wish i could talk to my dad
wish i’da been old enough to take and break the ways i was raised
wish i could take back the past and crash the fatal mistakes
momma why do we play these games, why can’t we speak?
it’s like i’m six feet deep and we ain’t spoke in a week
when this mentalities weak and i feel like i’ve had enough
and i just load this pistol up and stick to my head and bust
i can still hear you cuss at me and scream in my head
i’d rather really be dead than have you treat me like i’m dead
it’s like i’m stuck in this plague, inside of me that wants to get
but i no longer have the necessary willpower to live
i cannot continue to live, i cease to exist
i’d rather bleed through my wrists than have to see you so p-ssed
(chorus) x2
yo this life is tough, right now feel like i’ve had enough
so tired of being fed up and livin’ rough
so many problems that i can’t even cope
lord, i’m ready to die, i’m at the end of my rope
(shotgun c-cks then gunblast)
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