lirik lagu matty 1 - brother
[verse 1: matty 1]
another familiar place i’m wasted, vacant
i don’t know how much longer i can take it
sometimes i feel i won’t make it
hide the way i feel half the time i gotta fake it, (4)
drifting away from what’s real, feel me?
they think they know but they don’t know the real me
taking another shot of vodka for my problems
look at the man in the mirror thinking how i’m gonna stop him,(stop him)
i’m so numb where i’m sitting
thinking how i’m gonna fix this, if i don’t i’ll be finished
cause i’m loaded, with a gun in the top drawer
if the music stops, i’ll be done for,(done for)
so sick of these habits
having panic attacks feeling like my chest is collapsed, i’m trapped
looking for a bottle, pills in the mixture
my life it’s a f-cked up picture, (16)
i k!ll a 5th and pop a xanax
the lights fade and than i vanish, word
[hook: johnny cash]
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to k!ll it all away
but i remember everything
[verse 2: matty 1]
i’m disconnected, a sinner in need of a reverend
lost in need of a friend cause this beverage ain’t helping
i’m hopeless, hoping i can open the door to success
before the walls go and close in, i’m frozen(4)
stuck in the mud, d-mnn lifes heavy
we all gonna die but we never gonna be ready
i’m free falling, petty
covered in the white powder like a yeti, (sniff)
no one can see the pain
no one can see the truth, they can’t see that i’m trying to change
can’t seem to break out of my cage
agony’s a novel but we treat it like a page
piece the puzzle, but i’m still locked up in this labyrinth
and i dont how the f-ck am i getting out of it,(out of it)
gone, gone) gone with the wind
i be a fish outta water like a bird without his wings
singing, fly fly tonight
only the good die young so we ain’t dying tonight, word
[hook: johnny cash]
i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to k!ll it all away
but i remember everything
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