lirik lagu marked for deletion - villain origin story

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i wish i didn’t feel this way
i’ve lived, and made some bad mistakes
if i could escape the thoughts in my brain
i would travel far, so f~cking far away
ain’t it fun growing up?
wishing you were never made
my head is f~cked, don’t know what
what is real and what is fake
the boy’s a gun, an atom bomb
that’s bound to crash and break
it’s a mad, mad, mad, mad world
and i’m insane