lirik lagu makomadeit - dont wanna go outside
[verse 1]
curtains closed, locked the door, left my friends on read
got a war in my mind and it’s far from dead
sunlight hits, but it feels like a threat
should go outside but i’m not ready yet
i don’t trust that smile, i don’t trust those eyes
they say “how you been?” i just feed ‘em lies
i’ve been drowning in doubt with a tight disguise
i don’t run to the light, i just hide inside
mirror talks, convos get darker by the hour
motivation got devoured, i’m left feeling like a coward
i used to climb, now i just sit and cower
inside these walls, i got all the power
a fortress built from fear
but it holds screams no one can hear
i know it’s toxic, yeah, it’s severe
but i don’t feel pain when no one’s near
[pre~chorus]
they tell me fresh air heals the mind
but i can’t breathe when i cross that line
world so loud, cl!ck, just press rewind
sink in the couch and i press recline
[chorus]
i don’t wanna go outside, nah
i don’t wanna see that sky, nah
shut the blinds, lock the door, i’m fine
ain’t nothin’ out there for a soul like mine
i don’t wanna feel that breeze, no
don’t ask why, just let me be, oh
this room, this gloom, this sp~ce, it feels just right
there’s a part of me that i can’t seem to fight
i don’t wanna go outside
don’t wanna go
no!
don’t wanna go outside, outside, don’t wanna go outside
[verse 2]
clock keeps chasing me like it hunts
they say life’ s a gift, i ain’ t opened it once
friends hit my line like “ you should come through”
but i make an excuse because i don’ t wanna move
i got issues that don’ t make sense
if this was among us i’ d hide in vents
but when i step out, that mask gets tense
and i play pretend ‘ til my soul gets spent
every step outside is a battle
a parade of fake smiles i can’ t handle
i retreat like soldiers in the shadows
my peace ain’ t out there, it’ s fragile
i don’ t hate the world, i’ m just tired
of fake connections and forced desire
i tried to fit in, lit my fire
but the flame went out and i lost that lighter
[pre~chorus]
they tell me, “ face it, you’ ll survive”
but i’ ve been cut up by friendly knives
rather be numb than fake a vibe
inside’ s the only place i feel alive
[chorus]
i don’ t wanna go outside, nah
i don’ t wanna see that sky, nah
shut the blinds, lock the door, i’ m fine
ain’ t nothin’ out there for a soul like mine
i don’ t wanna feel that breeze, no
don’ t ask why, just let me be, (oh)
this room, this gloom, this sp~ce, it feels just right
there’ s a part of me that i can’ t seem to fight
i don’ t wanna go outside
don’ t wanna go
no!
don’ t wanna go outside, outside, don’ t wanna
[outro]
maybe one day i’ ll break this chain
but right now, i can’ t explain
some of us feel safer in the rain
when the world don’ t see the pain
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