lirik lagu maeve noiré - still learning
i spent my whole life becoming what they needed
wearing their comfort like a second skin
every version of me was shaped by approval
by someone else’s mood, someone else’s win
now i finally have room to ask what i want
and the silence is louder than i thought it would be
it’s strange meeting parts of myself
i was never allowed the time to be
i’m trying to learn the difference
between who i had to bе
and who i’m brave enough to becomе
so tell me
how do i find myself
when survival was my personality?
how do i trust what i want
when i never had the right to need?
how do i build a life that feels like mine
not someone else’s version of me?
and how do i learn who i am
without getting lost in the in~between?
sometimes i see her in small reflections
softer, steadier, not built from fear
i want to know what i love
when no one’s watching, no one’s near
i want to feel without apologizing
i want to choose without second~guessing
but every time i reach for that freedom
the old shapes pull me back in
and it’s hard to grow forward
when the past keeps whispering
that i was safer before
so tell me
how do i separate the real me
from the damage that raised me?
why does choosing myself
feel like betrayal, like i’m being ungrateful?
why does every step forward
feel like learning words i was never taught?
and when do i finally feel at home
inside my own thoughts?
i’m learning that finding yourself isn’t clean
it means facing what never got to grow
i’m learning my identity isn’t fixed
it’s something i’m allowed to build slow
i’m learning i can want without permission
that need doesn’t make me weak
i’m learning i deserve a life
that actually fits me
so tell me
if i keep choosing myself
in quiet, trembling ways
will the weight finally lift?
if i let go of the versions of me
that were born from fear
will there be enough left to begin again?
and when i finally meet who i truly am
will she be someone i can stand to love?
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