lirik lagu mack harrison - people don't change
verse:
i got a feeling
that i ain’t been dealing
with anything
in the most healthy of ways
i got a history of
making permanent choices
and playing em off as mistakes
i have devoted
a good chunk of time and emotion
to awkward erroneous things
i did it all with felonious intent
i got arrested again
but i got a slap on the wrist
and they put me back on the streets
then i headed back up the hill
i shared a needle with jack and with jill
we were smashing up pills
jack took too much
and he started overdosing
jill freaked out
didn’t wanna call authorities
we took off and left him comatosе
the last time i saw him
he was rolling down thе hill
no sympathy
complicated
don’t simp for me
i am not the one you wanna emulate
my funeral will have empty seats
my brand of problem is self~created
can’t find a vein
cus i’m emaciated
i try to say goodbye
macy gray me
don’t dumpster dive
you can’t save me
people run out of their patience for dealing with junkies
no sh~t
come to the realization that i got a shoulder on my chip
they turned me back up at the pearly gates
now i’m back here looking for a murder case
and i self~soother in a hypodermic way
i got egg all over my face
chorus:
i’ve come to realize people never really change
i reinforced the wrong connections in my brain
i got some problems i can’t deal with on my own
i got a feeling i ain’t ever coming home
verse:
i took like 17 benadryl
i met the devil
and he asked me how i got through all the metal detectors
with all of this lead in my brain
i’m in eminent danger
i took a bottle of tylenol
idk why i thought
it would take all if these withdrawal feelings away
it turned my skin yellow instead
and almost shut down my liver
i shot up make up that i thought was heroin
idk how the f~ck i’m not dead yet
i have outlived the people that have more to offer this world than me
and i hate that
i head that god only hands out the suffering that people can handle
i guess i got a tolerance then
or maybe i’m just his favorite
f~ck me
“speech…”
verse
but in the past 8 months
i cut out drugs and drinking
but i still got my f~cked up thinking
i still got my unchecked mental illness
but i’m done trynna beg for forgiveness
i know that only come with repeated action
that has to play out over time
i just hope i got the time left
to change what i did
before i finish step 6
i have spent most my time in this apartment
staring at these burn holes all on this carpet
thinking how the rent in my hand
could buy a bag
that’s big enough for me to hide
and i think the biggest thing
that’s been f~cking with me
and my newly sober brain
is that the choices i made
were made by me
and that i’m capable of these things
yeah, i’m who you’re scared of
i’m who you hate
no self~respect
no self~restraint
you got a bone to pick
i got 206
cut off my head
you’ll have 29 less
i have been trying to make it
and make better choices
but i still have to deal with the fact
that you’re already done with my bullsh~t
tough pill
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