why do i f-ck up and lie?
because i’m not scared of what you think about my decisions
i know it’s hard to make a living, but it’ll be alright
why would you be scared?
i’m right here i’m alive
you know me
i’ll be on my feet
that’s what you’re going to think, but at night i fall apart
oh it ain’t supposed to be this way
i think about it night and day
soon something has got to change
i’ll keep it together just for today
my plans work out in my head, but they don’t pull through enough, it shows
i tried to get educated, but that didn’t work that year, and now i’m still in debt