lirik lagu lyricold - insomniatic confessions
[intro]
sometimes, it’s like
the f~ck are we living for?
you know? f~ck it
[verse 1]
a couple puffs of the blunt
then i’m flying to the moon
what the f~ck is going on?
i think that i’ll be dying soon
trying to get known through music, i’m inspired to be eminem
or hopsin, but i can’t just grab this mic and do it
i ain’t you or him, a lack of drive, i try to focus
writing songs in minutes, and it’s sh~tty, so i don’t get noticed
path is chosen, and i’m choking, man my throat is closing
real mc is not a dude who hypes himself, a name he’s boasting
still a loser, ain’t got nothing written in my name
i can’t drive a car, i’ll never get a whiff of fame
so ashamed, i hate to say i never learned a thing
while watching those who want it more deter me from the f~ckin’ game
so count me out, i’m moving on, i’m not a lyricist
i’m not a rapper, just a kid who can’t take rapping serious
i’m vaguely curious, i hate to chase a series of dreams
it seems i’ll never reach, i think i seem delirious
[hook]
somebody save me, somebody take this razor blade away, dang he’s so crazy
maybe, but dang i seen daily scenes of bleak things, i hate that he’s changing
so don’t chase me, faceless names taking things i say, and just change the face, and geez…
so angry, changes don’t phase me, ages, days make me hate that we’re aging
[verse 2]
a couple hits of the weed remind me that i’m still alone
visions creep and they deceive defining life i’ve ever known
try and hide it, never works, they finds me
i am so afraid to go to sleep at night, i hide my pain in lines of coke
what am i? who are you? what is life when time is through?
what’s it like outside the sh~ll? we’re used to life and drug abuse
so confused, i feel like using heroin infused with coke and maybe speed to end my life, i know i’ll see it through
yeah it seems that i’m upset, i promise mom, i’m not depressed
it felt like i just don’t belong, the songs are meant to ease the stress
i need to vent, i need a way to get it off my chest
i said that i would k!ll myself, but sh~t that isn’t what i meant
i only mean i need a minute just to catch my breath
with thoughts before my vision blurs, i’m spinning, hurting, i am dead
try and fail again, i’m hurt is what i must confess
life is bad, i cry in bed at night, before the morning hits
[hook]
everyone’s sleeping, i’m awake pacing, paper’s thrown out, i think i’m daydreaming
please wake me, dang i’m so angry, life is so quick and time is still fading
so sorry, mom and dad are we close anymore, or are we too far gone?
i’m awful, god are you watching? look what i caused, i know that it’s my fault
don’t lie, i made a bed that imma try and lay inside a little, hope to god it isn’t time
for either one of you to die before i reconcile, full of guilt
built to hide, i bury deep down inside
i wanna sit you down and cry, and then apologize
look at me, truth be told, i don’t deserve a f~ckin’ life
i wasted mine and then i f~cked with yours, and now i’m done
i’m tired, but insomnia is more than life, it’s like a drug
[outro]
i’m f~cking sorry, i f~cked everything up
i’m f~cking tired, i wanna~ i wanna just go to sleep now
is it time to go to sleep yet?
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