lirik lagu lxxiv - notice me
[intro: lxxiv & citrate]
will you
(hey, hey)
when this is over?
[verse 1: lxxiv]
my day has finally come, it’s ’bout time they f~cking notice me
i’ve been on the run, now these drugs got a hold of me
i’m looking down the barrel of the gun, n0body’s safe
b~tch, they know i do this sh~t for fun, i’ll be okay
when i’m in the dirt, it’s my time to come alive
y’all can’t see the hurt in my face when i die
i was stuck on earth, now i’m somewhere in the sky
time keeps on moving, that’s one thing that won’t lie
you can tell from the tears it’s real
got a bottle that’s hеlping me heal
don’t let mе get behind a wheel
b~tch, i’m way too numb
b~tch, i’m way too numb
b~tch, i’m way too numb
all of these nights
i’mma lay wasting away
i don’t wanna find myself, think i’m afraid
i look in the mirror and i dont see me
yeah, i think i’ve lost it
get too close, be cautious
i can hear ’em calling
and i think i’m all in
baby, what you doing here?
i thought it was done with
why the h~ll you gon’ make decisions of assumptions?
i know i do dumb sh~t
i just wish you to notice me
i’ll take a picture with the flash on
’cause i wish you to notice me
they can’t take good care of me
better than this whiskey bottle ever could
even if it couldn’t, wouldn’t stop
my heart was in my chest for a minute, now it’s not
i don’t think i’m alive, i’ve been living a lie, yeah
nothing on that sh~t too real
gotta pay out, my b~tch need those
i’d rather be anywhere but here
sh~t, i’ll do the hit, it ain’t doing itself
when the devil is in my head
if he tell me to do it, i’m doing it well
try to be me, i’ve been living in fear
my soul has been gone, it’s too late to sell
back outside, and i’m ready to creep
g~19, so i better hold my jeans
i been hanging with k!llers and fiends
hit a l!ck, got my b~tch a new ring
22, i was stuck off the lean
23, i was trying to stay clean
24, i was off of the liquor, i never felt sicker, ain’t feel like me
25, i don’t know where i’ll be
but i know my time is running out
this sh~t ain’t what it seems
got too high, and now i’m freaking out
i’ll try to pay no mind
but still keep a piece of my side
i’ll do anything just for peace of mind
i don’t know if you’re telling the truth or if you lying to me
[verse 2: citrate]
panic in my mind, i hate how it feels
dissociation, i just want to f~cking feel real
and my family asking me “what is the deal?”
cutting my thighs is the best way to heal
f~ck everybody, i’m saying goodbye
fake friends, hey listen, i hope that you die
too many problems, i can’t make my mind up
should i suffer now or another time?
and for the past 10 years, i’ve been stuck in my head
and everybody’s overwhelming me with dread
i used to have a lot of friends, but they all fade
why the f~ck did you all leave me? left for dead
at 19, i wanted to die
at 20, i wanted to die
at 21, i wanted to die
now i’m 22, i still wanna die
[outro: lxxiv & citrate]
will you
notice
me, me
(will, will)
(hey, hey)
when this is over?
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