lirik lagu luna (aus) - stay numb 2
(verse 1: luna)
they say home is where the heart is but home still don’t feel like home
they say that they miss me i went missing i needed some time on my own
i’m 26 now i got suicidal and put a gun to my dome
yeah i don’t feel safe mostly in the time i’m alone
all these inner thoughts are slowly k!lling me
people giving me advice i wasn’t listening
i expected things to change instantly
mixing so many pills to go out my little peep
i had everything i ever wanted but i lost it due to getting off it
and i’m sorry i can’t control my anger
yeah i’m just being honest
i look at my arms and i’m embarrassed from the scars on them
i had to deal with the pain in some type of way
feels like it was the only relief to escape and i can’t stop it
why do i feel like everyone’s against me
i tried jumping off the tasman bridge thinking this is my ending
got dragged off the rail thank god cause i can’t do that to renly
she’s the best thing that’s happened to me
but i still feel the pressure building up
i still feel i need a sip of cup
nah f~ck that sh~t i need to quit these drugs
cause she doesn’t need that
and maybe i’m just needing rehab
she can’t grow up without her father cause every little girl needs dad
why am i so selfish not accepting the help when people trying to help me
i forgot how to feel from taking these pills just to feel something cause i feel nothing
so many days fading away
my bm and i were engaged
but due to poor decisions i made my actions let it all to the waste
i wanna be the best version of me but it’s so hard
it’s been 6 months since i held my daughter to sleep
trust i miss my girl she means the world
i need her to know right now that isn’t well
i’m so self destructive i blame my trauma but that’s what the drugs did
to be a dad i guess i’m unfit
truth hurts but that’s tough sh~t
pushing away the people i love
i’m sick of these thoughts i’ve been through enough
i’m deeply in love with the mum of my daughter
i thought she’d stay by my side but i’m clearly too much
i swear that this isn’t me
thoughts on my mind make my life misery
i’m still at war with myself
the devil still lingers and i feel that he’s k!lling me
(verse 2: luna)
been the same since day 1
i didn’t choose my fate to wake up
what can i do to stay numb these drugs take over all the pain does
things need to change up
i’ve got a kid now i need to wake up
i need to stay clean for my daughter and be the best that i can be and that’s being straight up
been the same since day 1
i didn’t choose my fate to wake up
what can i do to stay numb these drugs take over all the pain does
things need to change up
i’ve got a kid now i need to wake up
i need to stay clean for my daughter and be the best that i can be and that’s being straight up
(outro: luna)
yeah been the same since day 1 didn’t choose my fate to wake up
what can i do to stay numb these drugs take over all the pain does
things need to change up i’ve got a kid now i need to wake up
i need to stay clean for my daughter and be the best that i can be and that’s being straight up
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