lirik lagu luna (aus) - bumpy roads
(verse 1: luna)
man i’ve been in a dark place i can’t describe it
emotionally numb i’ll try my best to hide it
had this girl back by my side thought that time was right
without this music in my life i’d doubt i’d be alive
why do i feel like everyone be turning on me
become a hermit, and so i cut my circle from me
actually hurt, trying to pick and choose what i deserve
these docs feed me pills, it’s honestly disturbing to me
i’ve used sharpening blades to carve my veins
that’s the only way that i’d use to mask my pain
i’ve fеlt this way since i was half my age
i’ve been in thе dark about to hit a ton of darker days ah
i need a vent my head’s a mess
i’m overly stressed bruh
but i’m all in my head
depression’s got a tight grip and i’m losing my stance
when is this gonna end?
cause this ain’t feeling right man i fell victim to the substance abuse
thought i had nothing to lose
i opened my eyes thought maybe i got something to prove
pushing my family away thinking they ain’t love me
don’t bother wasting my time, this time is money
don’t trust anyone if they acting funny
catch a knife in your back that’s sh~t’s unlucky
pain is temporary, the scars are permanent
i’m looking up everything i got, i know i’m earning it
ay, i’ve been lost in the darkness
it’s been a bumpy road, got to attach to a harness
i was lost from the start, so i take a deep breath
i figured out that i’m lost in the past
tense oaks told me to ace these beats
man, i’m so high, i can vaguely see
erase my thoughts when i’m blazing weed
trying to find a way just to chase my dreams
try think what i spoke about
i’m getting so faded that i float around
in a cloud of smoke, i’m blowing out
it sink or swim, but i chose to drown
i still feel alone when these hoes around
i wanna stick with the music
i’m so sick of overloading doubt
got no faith, still thinking why do i do this?
(verse 2: flowz dilione)
yeah, take it over flows listen
i wish time would slow down, but it never does
last year was crazy, but i know i’ve gotta level up
the pressure turning into stress, yeah, it’s getting f~cked
the man i wanna be and who i am, it doesn’t measure up
all these pills i’m taking got me in and out of different zones
the only time i hear my brother’s voice is on a prison phone
i tell him that i love him and he tells me that he’s missing home
six years of separation got me feeling distant bro
they talk about me on the net and try to bring me down
i made a bit of money a and they sayin’ that i’m different now
i bought a nicer car and moved into a bigger house
how can they be hatin’ on me?
honestly, they’re trippin’ out
i told my story up on zoku, try and picture this
mums are gettin’ physically abused, i had to listen in
too young to try to help, cause i was just a little kid
i’m cryin’ as i write this, mum, i’m sorry that i didn’t k!ll him
people quick to judge, they’re hurtful and aggressive
try to put yourself in someone else’s shoes before you send a message
everyone is beautiful our imperfections make us perfect
they don’t respect your body honestly they don’t deserve it
that’s a bar for all the women getting treated badly
baby you’re a queen find a man that really makes you happy
you shouldn’t have to dress a certain way to feel attractive
love yourself first cause honestly that’s all that matters
i’m making money but it doesn’t help me sleep at night
ptsd of getting beaten that’s the reason why
nothings set in stone my life i’m trying to redefine the road
here was bumpy i never have an easy ride
designer clothes to try and cover insecurities
i’m trying to navigate the fame cause all of this is new to me
girls wanna f~ck me but i’m looking for a soon to be they are
they ask if i love them and i always answer truthfully
i’m having nightmares at night like an old vet
flashbacks of war have me waking up in cold sweats
girls thinking that i’m hard but i’m affectionate
baby i’m a real one i ain’t ever scared to hold hands
i took a step back i’m looking where my life’s at
i think about it deep enough it makes me wanna cry lad
i used to dream about a rollie now i have one
but no watch i buy will ever let me get that time back
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